On the FRINGE… but Walking on Water

Sittin’ on the dock.. creating a song


So, I received a notification from the music pitching A&R company, that I’m a part of, Music Xray, (similar to Taxi Music), that famous Producer, Marty, (name changed for privacy) had a message for me.

As I do each day, asking the Lord for his guidance and counsel. as I expressed myself to Mr Marty, I was given a confirmation-revelation bout my position as a true artist I feel a peaceful reckoning about my identity, first as a devoted child of God, living true to His design and then to my calling as poet-minstrel. My prayer is that God will move on Mr Marty’s heart in an intimate and transforming way. despite my letters depth and length.

Hello Mr Marty, 

  I didn’t forget you.  I’ve been inundated with urgent health demands, (more and countless tests with my new Mold Illness MD) and more research for healing of my Phrenic (diaphragm nerve)  and vagus nerve. Injuries of these (singing muscles & nerves is deadly for  singer.  It’s been a very daunting and disheartening journey with such SLOW improvements, however, I try my best to keep creative and productive and  am focused on getting my Christmas album out to sell and bring income in because my poor husband has been overburdened by the  massive medical expenses of my condition.

    After gigging and recording music since 1996 and  amassing  6 original (pre=producing my third worship and seventh original) and 2 cover (JAZZ standards and classic pop and rock albums, I MUST bring some kind of income stream. so, I’ve been struggling to set up my new music and designing website. (I absolutely do NOT know what I’m doing), but since there are FEW people interested in investing time into a “special needs” artist, I have to  muddle through as best as I can, (and with the Lord’s help:).   I know you’re a very famous and busy producer, but after conferring with the Lord, I must first finish my Christmas album and  get my past 4 albums set up for selling streams. The design & template process, ( CDBABY manufacturer process) is another headache  I’m grappling with, (without any help or guidance). As much as I’d be honored for you to guide my artistry, I just cannot afford to spend that kind of money on a song which today’s listeners have no interest in!!!  

   I must tell you, Marty, I’ve come to the conclusion, (after giving a listen to some (SoundCloud artists) I deduce that what  appeals to today’s listeners is urban, rap and EDM  (Some of it is okay, but it looks like those types of music are get the lion’s share of attention. Honestly, I have no  interest in compromising my acoustic, organic “Pure” poetic style to  appeal to  mostly “soulless” people abide in  the  “sheep- heard”-mentality. I’m inspired by nature and “pure” things and Jewel, Joni Mitchell and the Wilson sisters, (of Heart) have moved me as well as Christian artists such as Amy Grant,  Jennifer Knapp,  Brooke Fraser of (Hillsong).    

After listening to what appeals to people currently, I’m wondering if I’m a dinosaur and intimate  acoustic-driven Folk is just out of style! I hate RAP and i I dislike the robotic  auto-tuned vocal sound and  the cheap sounding hip-hop drum sound of these new artists. I even find the production of  some of current Christian and Worship artists repulsive. And I wonder if the secular rock arena-styled videos with the blinding spotlights and smoke honor and reverence God at all. Of course, God can use anything to draw people to Himself, but in these trying times of confusion, hatred and violence, the music industry needs artists who truly are spiritual movers and shakers. We’re losing our young people to drugs, suicide and  spiritual detachment. Apart from Jesus Christ, the Messiah of the universe, humanity cannot be saved. 

That being said, Marty, I’m sure this obscure place I’ve had to  endure for 20 years is because the music trend has drastically changed from the  Singer-songwriter female styling, of the 70s and 80’s  I’m not edgy and I’m not in your-face. Ia; a little bit corny, a little sweet and truly honest1 This is a revelation I received today from the Holy Spirit as i pondered how to answer your email:)   

   I am a journalist-poet, expressing my ideas through my limited  Taylor  acoustic guitar, inspired by the losses, hardships, enigmas and joys of the broken people, I’d met in my ministry journeys. That is who I am and I cannot and will not compromise this treasure to appeal to the  soulless and narcissistic  masses.      If Christ has moved you through this transparent  discourse I would be blessed. If you’re interested in working with a Gospel artist on a different song, let me know;)    blessings to you and thank you for your time, Marty!
Warmly,reverend Anita Ivette

Brave Flame Productions and Outreach
Here is my website if you are interested in my other songs and my ministry journey,


This reckoning has a long time coming.. Thanks to female musician-entrepreneur CEO, the gifted Bree Noble, WOS, Women of Sustenance radio, a divine opportunity has come for me to leap a giant step forward! It took me by surprise that her team chose a handful of my original songs which they deemed as intimate and relevant to their high standards. I was amazed to hear the excellency and polish of all the female artists that Bree spins on her program and I am humbled and excited of the coming opportunities because of being part of the WOS family! Thank you Bree for your very needed and award-winning platform and family. God bless you and your amazing team of gifted gals!

Would you pray about sowing into my music ministry? I thank those of you, (you all know who you are) who supported and believed in my gift over the years. Would you pass this website link on to anyone you know who needs support and has, or is enduring a great crisis. I also ask, for those of you who have marketing skills and are Christ-minded for evangelism and restoration-healing for the broken, to assist me in this great calling! Feel free to visit my Guestbook and send me a note! may God bless and prosper you and your family.


So, it’s going on 14 years since being diagnosed with Dystonia. It’s hard to believe that I’d become so intimately acquainted withe the innumerable nuances of this vicious “movement’ disorder and different nerves and systems. I wrote my first article in 2011, fully expecting this staggering battle would be won. In my desperate search for a cure, (and finding out a decade later that the cure would not be a quick fix) I feel very qualified to share what I have learned and applied to my healing (survival) protocol.

This article is a sort of dissertation medical dissertation about doctors. I don’t pass judgment to them regarding their choice of protocol for their patients, but I do criticize the lack of empathy and willingness to diligently research and study new medical breakthroughs and holistic modalities. Most of the medical entities embrace only orthodox procedures and surgeries medical as dictated by their medical encyclopedia.

My opinions and observations stated here re based on the treatments efficacy and health results by my many former MDs, chiropractors, Osteopaths, dentists , Neurologists, Specialists and natural-holistic practitioners. My information is also complied from the experiences and testimonies from suffering and misdiagnosed people on the Lyme Disease, Mercury Detox, Mold illness and Dystonia Facebook groups.

I also base my opinions on the negligent and orthodox treatments of my late beloved father and mother and other dear friends, (many of who died in their fifties)!

It boggles my mind that in spite of living in one of the most technically and “so-called” medically -advanced nations in the world, Americans are among the worse in physical wellness and vigor.. I’ve found the American medical system is terribly lacking and our population as a whole is sickly and extremely vulnerable to any and all viruses and pandemics.

My hell started when I was diagnosed with Lyme Disease in 1992. I was prescribed 31 consecutive days of intravenous Rosphin antibiotic at Reviewer Hospital, Red Bank, NJ. I was never given a script or told to take probiotics. l felt much better after the treatment, but started to feel very rundown, weak and foggy-brained after 3 months. follow up tests showed Lyme had came back full force and another different round of antobiotics were prescribed. The Amoxicillin was a high dose and to be taken for a full month also. Again, I felt better, but after a few months, a felt a strange sensation like my body was being poisoned. I gained weight even eating sparsely and madly exercising,. I craved pasta and bread. I felt so toxic, I could barely function. I knew something was terribly wrong and I am forever grateful that a new neighbor who became a kind friend recommended me to see her wonderful chiropractor, Dr Kelly in Lakewood.

Dr Kelly turned out to be one of the very practitioners who truly were concerned and wanted to see me be totally restored. He admired my desire to minister and also see people walking in vibrant health and discounted his services and supplements. He told me that I should have been on probiotics for the Lyme antibiotic treatment because the gut flora is severely disturbed and the lining becomes overwhelmed by bad bacteria, causing Cadidasis. It took tow years of fighting my cravings for starch and recover from brain fog, depression and toxic ill health.

I’d like to report that I was on to realizing my dream of being a successful singer0pngwriter, but that antobiotic season was the catalyst of suffering from chronic miserable bronchitis and Pnumonia episodes. I won’t ever forget coughing my brains out night after night because of the choking bronchial sputum. Then I was almost died because o my very ancient heater dying and sending carbon monoxide into my apartment instead of heat!

What a relief to marry my husband Mark in 2005 after a glorious honeymoon on a luxury cruise! I thought my troubles were over and I was set on recording my forth album, Mod Prophet with my lead guitarist and other guest musicians. I was an exciting time. Suicidal bronchitis nights were far behind. A year and a half into married life, Mark read a health article about how toxic silver amalgam fillings were to the body. He chose a local dentist, (who we found out years later, didn’t use the HAZMAT protocol for Mercury), who reomoved my one filling an a couple of his.

Within a week, my neck and throat muscles were pulsing in a bizarre way and after a month became very uncomfortable. Two months later, the Platysma muscles was pulling on my TMJ jaw joints. In 2007, Mark took me to see our local primary care physician who diagnosed me with Dystonia. That Dystonia nightmare continues today.

This Dystonia, which the amalgam removal caused, was responsible for completely dislocating my jaw joints. The misalignment destroyed all the cartilage, causing excruciating pain for months. My desperate research brought me to the wonderful Dr Jeffrey Brown, a TMJ specialists. (By this time, we had been through about 4 different dentists and even Dr Rasa, Environmental Illness MD. Red Bank, NJ who specialized in Dr Dietrick Klinghardt’s mercury Detox protocol). The treatment was very costly and also not covered by our insurance and we got deeper into debt with still no explanation of what was causing the violent, jaw, neck and throat spasms!

I constantly researched medical and dental website for knowledge and for relief from my often-disabling symptoms and staggering fatigue. The constant jerking wore me out by mid=day and I became very depressed that I could barely continue my performing and music ministry endeavors. Nor did I feel inspired or motivated to even find a publisher my book, Arise From the Grave picture book series.

My online research, did bring me some hope through meeting and being treated by the wonderful Dr Jeffrey Bron, TMJ Sleep center in Falls Church, MD. The treatment was costly though, to get fit for and purchase a $6,000 mouth TMJ appliance, (which was supposed to reset the dislocated jaw joint and give relief.. I was also grieved and shocked to financially see the results of the jaw issue via my MRI. A jaw surgeon said I would have to have surgery, but there no guarantee that my spams wouldn’t dislocate the jaw joints again!

After all the disappointments and non-successful treatments, (and resisting the temptation to be addicted to pain-killers and dangerous drugs or Botox), I realized that I’d have to tackle this giant alone and find my own answers. I have to tell you, the often, I’ve felt hopeless and that I’d be suffering and getting worse, but I had to fight that inclination by prayer and asking God for help.

Here a a video of how bad the spams became because of misdiagnosis:

In the researching of the anatomy of my brain, jaw joints, nervous system, ( especially the Enteric nervous system), I gained an astounding understanding of why my body was acting the wy it did. That understanding was very empowering and I felt a responsibility to share this knowledge with other precious, incredibly suffering and baffled people of the Facebook groups. It was confirmed that the root cause of most of these neurological, digestive, respiratory and even brain issues occur because of a sever gut disruption, (Which Dr Richard Schulze has stated about any illness.).

When the Dystonia situation progressed into a severe breathing issue this past year, my research into the Vaguss and Phrenic nerve system revealed astounding information on how chronic inflammation can weaken or immobilize the breathing apparatus. The many years of ignoring my gut health has created a serious BIOFILM issue which affects all the major systems of the body. I found this all out, not by any doctors explain how my nody work, but my aggressive research.

If anything positive comes out of this article, and people take their health into their own hands first, (asking God for wisdom) my suffering was worth it. I say to many of these doctors who diagnosed and treated me, “Shame of you,” for not explaining to us about probiotic’s efficacy while receiving antibiotic treatment. When that gut flora is disturbed, it changes, bringing the body into a disastrous caldron of deadly bacteria, A biofilm is composed of attached microbial cells encased within a matrix of extracellular polymeric secretions (EPS), which surround and protect cells. The EPS matrix is typically composed of polysaccharides, proteins, lipids, and extracellular DNA. I believe Biofilm is the crux of almost every disease.

I’m grateful that God has blessed me with the ability to study and understand some of these complex medical and anatomical websites and information. Most of my fellow Mold Illness and mercury people suffer brain-fog and couldn’t possibly decipher and compose health articles. If you are suffering from a mysterious and complicated illness I hope this article inspires you to participate in your own recovery. If you are too mentally-incapacitated by brain-fog to recsearch, ask a friend or spouse to help out. Take notes on your symptoms. Chronicle your storm episodes and research that body part and its function so when you do find a doctor that is compassionate and listens, you will be well-informed and educated about your anatomy and the way your body functions.

I wish you Godspeed and great health as you forge forward in your health journey.

One more thing, do not only trust your doctor. If he doesn’t listen to you, find one who will.

Here are some key supplements you may wish to research

Digestive enzymes, Prebiotics, Probiotics, Olive leaf, EDTA, Chlorella, Spirulina, Mangosteen Juice, Noni Juice, Acai, Juice, Moringa Powder


Here we are, a mere month and a few days before the elections. Controversy and conjecture are the norm as the battle rages between good and evil. I wake up each day, remembering that I must work hard to keep my peace and not be dissuaded from truth-seeking , while many of my fellow American citizens fall into the cavern of anxiety, fear., indifference and/or complacency.
Jesus did warn us And ye shall hear of wars and rumours of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet. Mat 24:6 Most importantly The wisdom book of Proverbs 4:23 states, Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it [are] the issues of life.

Today, out of the blue, I recalled a 70’s game show, hosted by Bob Barker called Truth or Consequences. How apropos that God should bring this title to my remembrance because it is the topic we prayer warriors should be urgently concerned as fake monumental decisions are executed without our knowledge or permission.

With the passing of justice, Ruth Bader Ginsberg, our president’s concern of course, is that the next justice be conservative. That should be the most important aspect. But we face the urgent issue of forced vaccinations and the current lock-down crisis which has had had devastating consequences on our economy and the emotional well-being of our children and citizens.

We know these facts from our conservative and Christian reporting agencies, particularly from FOX network, (who, by the way is headed by globalist, Rupert Murdock). Tucker Carlson happens to to be hanging by a thread because of his staunch adherence to report very succinctly the truth. I believe Tucker has never been afraid to question or seek diligently the truth, as all of us intercessors should be. Staunch truth seekers are being censored and an example is Faulkner Harri’s recent interview with Newt Gingrich. The next day, there was no explanation or apology for the interruption.

Folks, we shouldn’t be afraid to question or leaders or be afraid that we will be ex communicated or fired. Innumerable Christian and conservative reporting platforms have been demonetized and/or deleted from YouTube. The first target was Alex Jones, InfoWars and he has been viciously attacked. We should be very concerned about where we, the people, will get true news from if we don’t have a strategy. Our Bible reminds us,

24 For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect. Mat 24:4

Beloved prayer warriors, now is not the time to be bedazzled by luminous false prophets who are teaching how to astro project and engage in time travel. Many are wearing certain bracelets and I wonder if our brothers and sisters are asking Holy Spirit if it’s okay.

A reminder, how earnestly and diligently did the sons and daughters of the most high God, Jehovah,. examine the fruit of then running senator Barak Obama. Did we wait on Holy Spirit’s divine counsel on such an imperative matter of our next commander in Chief’s devotion to God, God’s commandments and our Constitution? We made a deadly mistake, bringing damning consequences to America.

My beloved pastor, Augusto Perez, mentioned on his radio program how he believed integrity was the most important
attribute when he was judging a person\s character. Being gifted and/or having high intellect was never a factor in deciding on a godly prospective candidate for a leadership position in his ministry.This man of God knows the importance of Godly integrity and sadly, this is an attribute that we intercessors need more teaching, guidance and revelation about.

The Return convocation (Sept 26,& 27 2020) was an excellent and timely spiritual event sorely needed for our nation. True repentance should be our diligent and passionate mandate. We all should be repenting, for marrying the wrong spouse, for pursuing a degree that Father did not equip us for because our parents would be angry, for voting a candidate into office because our parents voted for a certain party. He should repent for voting into office candidates who support the barbarism of abortion (partial-birth) and the ruthless, blood-thirsty child sex trade.

We should be diligently researching and praying about (asking  Holy Spirit for  divine revelation about a candidate, judge or president ) and wait for His answer. There’s a lot of praying but not enough waiting. There are over a hundred scriptures on waiting on God. My husband and I both have suffered many negative consequences for rushing ahead because we made decisions in haste or by acquiescing to the pressure and or intimidation of friends, business acquaintances and even Christian brethren.

Let us be wary and diligent and learn a lesson from Abraham and Sara who rushed ahead of God to make a baby and received an Ishmael. May we be mindful to understand the implications of surrendering to our fleshy and foolish desires. As we stand at the precipice of utter destruction, (where there will be no turning back), let us approach the throne room of grace with great humility, repentance and reverence

Holy, Heavenly Father Jehovah
Draw us ever nearer to you as we await Your divine and perfect guidance and will for our nation’s destiny as well as the future of our children’s and grandchildren’s providence, in Jesus name, amen!


My people are destroyed from lack of knowledge. Hosea 4:6


I won’t take this scripture out of  its original context, but I must address the truth of this  scripture in regrading to the position of the church in this present time.  As I wake up each day, my fist impulse is to seek Father’s will and be guided by the Holy Spirit  to accomplish His perfect will in my life. This isn’t always easy because there are myriads of distractions and new headlines vying for my attention.

One of  my beloved pastors, Augusto Perez, The Appearance Ministries, shared a report on his weekly  Mail Bag Show program about  California pastor,  John MacArthur’s victory for his church. Indeed, he won his case allowing his congregation to worship. I want to say Thank God for bold pastors who aren’t afraid to oppose the demonic agenda to keep God’s people in bondage and  deprive us of our constitutional rights.

I  wish to also introduce another courageous watchman on the wall, Dr Simone Gold who shared her medical  and legal expertise and address the wearing of masks and the Covid-19 Controversy  regarding the efficacy  of Hydroxychloroquine protocol  Marcus and Joni Lamb’s Ministry Now program (on Day Star Christian TV) had guest, Dr Simone Gold. Dr. Gold was fired from her job at the hospital. She explains how the masks offer very little protection because the virus is microscopic and people believe that they are safe from the virus.

Personally,  Mark and I are astounded at the ludicrousness of people wearing their masks  while alone, driving in their vehicles and   even more ludicrous, while outside  in the fresh and moving air ! But people are buying the  propaganda, rather than research and  being educated by very experienced and  compassionate doctors. What on earth is wrong with our Christian brethren, who should know better and  too many of the population   acquiescing to the  herd mindset? Didn’t God give us  magnificent brains to think critically? I have found many of my  Christian brethren  to acquiesce to the influence of the world and the false propaganda of the liberal secular media.

Herd Mentality: Noun

            The tendency for people’s behavior or beliefs to conform to those of the group to   which they belong.

Christian brothers and sisters, this is a clarion call to come up higher!

Jehovah God’s will is for us to be in health and prosper. So why is the  church not performing at maximum capacity? We are NOT maximizing the wisdom Holy Spirit gives us access to because we are listening to  and heeding  (and being deceived by the enemy, who seems to be gaining momentum) the reports of the liberal media and even Fox news! Sorry Folks, there are  many conservative and cutting edge reporting agencies that are not behind the 8 ball so to speak. We Christians, (Kings and priests having high authority, according the Bible) and especially the intercessors should be way ahead of the demonic assignments of satan’s kingdom.

   Sadly, the proof of the pudding is the destruction of our cities, (billions of dollars of damage)  and a diminishing of our once vibrant-growing economy! We should also be alarmed and shaken to  the core ( and out of our stupor)  about the horrific rise in shootings and the increasing murder statistics.  And most urgent of all is the continued  harvesting and marketing of our precious, innocent unborn fetuses and the trafficking of our little ones. I’ll not apologize for being utterly concerned about the future of our children and our nation. Brothers and sisters it is our Christian  and civic responsibility to have Godly, righteous dominion over the earth and some of you need to repent and take this in prayer to the Holy Father and Jesus.  Do not wonder why this Covid 19 season is  prolonged and the enemy is vehemently waging strong warfare against Jehovah’s righteous ordinances! Do not wonder because  many of us have not been diligent to stand up, like pastor Augusto Perez, Pastor John MacArthur, Alex Jones and Dr Simone Gold.

    Folks, the devil has his generals and lieutenants  strategically organizing  their demonic and destructive assignments over our children, our health, our constitution and nation.  See how successfully the enemies’ minions,  violent murderous BLM and Antifa groups have succeeded in tearing down our great cities without opposition)  The Church, God’s called out people,  should be in dominion over our earth. ) Unless we stand up, (lead by the Holy Spirit), we will lose our nation and life as we know it, will forever change for the worse., ( and get ready for guillotines).

WATCH this video!


May this urgent blog compel you to pray each day and ask Father what your  portion and responsibility  is for such a time as this. Remember the parable of the talents, that every child of God is required to be obedient and fruitful for Father Jehovah God’s kingdom. We all are called to bear much good fruit or we will be cut off and cast into the fire!

So every tree that does not produce good fruit is chopped down and thrown into the fire. Mat. 7:19 NLT

Conservative and christian reporting agencies to get your news from:

Mail Bag Show and End Time Current Events, Appearance Ministries.com


Veritas Project


Bevelyn Beatty

Info Wars

Joel Skousen  Last Days Timeline











growing Zucchinis

Journal Entry, August 1, 2020

So, our electricity just went out. I was sending out email notifications about my Sunday, August 9th beach front gospel concert. My difficult Oromnadibular-Tmj Dystonia journey continues as I grapple with mysterious and complex body system issues.

Our nation still lingers in the Covid-19 crisis grip as the battle rages between the Hydroxychloriquine efficacy and the creation of a vaccine. National Hurricane Center reported tropical storm, Isaias barreling down and engulfing the east coast. Mark scurried to set up our power generator as the wind roared vehemently across our neighborhood, already ripping off large branches from the fungus-covered tress. As I gazed out my kitchen window, trying hard to remember where I put the box of candles for weather emergencies, (like the one  at present), I saw huge branches strewn across my back yard. I had just raked up the last few piles of dead leaves, debris and twigs and now, I would have to begin all over again with raking and gathering piles of yard debris.

It’s about 12:51 and the rain stopped. I went outside to see what damage was done. Heavy branches had fallen on some of my special flowering plants. On the other side of the yard, a huge branch had fallen so close to my little vegetable garden that some of my tomato plants were crushed. I took some pictures of my littered yard and spoke life to the remaining plants in my patio. I thanked Father that the dead , bark-stripped tree at the  other end of the yard did not collapse on our rental’s roof, otherwise our landlord would have had a huge expense. I was thankful that our Heavenly Father was so faithful to hear and honor our prayers for protection, as He always has!

These past several months have been severely distressing for me reading and watching so many reports of the death toll from the Covid-19 and the controversy regarding people having access to Hydroxychloroquine. Coupled with that, the continuing anarchy and rioting from the angry Black Lives Matter and Antifa mobs which resulted in the senseless shooting deaths of many innocents. Being an intercessor involved with several prayer battalions, it has been almost overwhelming,  coupled with enduring my disabling symptoms  due to the 90 degree and high humid weather.

Facing the  resulting  isolation, lack of social camaraderie, boredom, stress  and unemployment from the  lingering and disabling  Covid-19 crisis, I felt strongly to do something positive and inspire others not to succumb to hopelessness. I know how powerful an impact a child of God can have  using a wonderful platform such as a blog site!

My prayer is that as you read this blog, you decide in your heart to do something and not allow this daunting giant to imprison you permanently. Only the fittest survive and  with Christ, we can do all things.  If we do nothing, indeed we’ll not recover and our lives will change dramatically for the worse.inspecting my tomatoe plants

Let us decide today to be overcomers and remember Jehovah God’s and Jesus’ faithfulness in bringing us through the Storm victoriously. I grapple with the same emotions, frustrations and sadness as you and some days, I really haven’t felt like I wanted to get up and face the day.  But we must remember that our trials besieging us are simply difficult obstacles we transcend while walking with our beautiful Christ. We are runners in a long-distance marathon and Christ is running alongside us!  Our race of life is comprised of different seasons, relationships, and environment and we must decide whether we will adapt or die. I dislike the present view I see of our national horizon, but I know that God has given each of us a gift,  (or for others of us, multiple gifts)  to address and traverse the challenging terrain of life.

Today, I was compelled to revisit the parable of the talents in the Gospel of Mathew 25: 14-30.  It tells the story of the wealthy master going on a business trip and giving talents to his servants to gain interest. This story has always greatly inspired me to be vigorously devoted to multiply my Heavenly Father’s affairs.  Fourteen years ago,  (before the Dystonia diagnosis-battle) I had no problem  boundlessly engaging, with precision and speed,  in all of my endeavors.  As the years came and went speedily, my pace seemed to slow down to almost a snail’s pace and wrought with great frustration, anguish  and regret. Continually re-evaluating my relationship with my Heavenly Father , I deduced that I had to make some emotional and spiritual changes if I was going to continually be fruitful. And I knew it wouldn’t be possible without the help of Holy Spirit.

I continued to have  bouts of  great sadness regarding what I was and was able to do before the Dystonia battle. I continued to rely on the Lord for guidance and He was always faithful.  The uncontrollable muscle spasms often drained me by mid-day, but I adapted to the strategy of taking my journey one hour at a time. I also was greatly encouraged by spiritual moms,  prayer warrior sisters-in- Christ and mentors.  They stood with me as we  declared victory,  envisioned success and  praised the Lord . I’ve had to put a few projects on the back burner, but little by little, they are becoming a reality.  Meditating on scriptures establishes my footsteps and keeps me on track.

Though this Covid-19 crisis has worn many of us thin and haggard with grief and disappointment, we will victor over it  God makes everything beautiful in his time! Ecc 3;11. That is the gorgeous thing about the Lord. There is no devastation that He cannot recreate. The question is, Do you believe it?

In real time,   enduring this movement disorder  at times taxes  me  to the point where I cry out to Father for releif. A voice insists that I can’t do one more day  and losing hope that the the Covid-19  giant will never leave.

Okay, so how do we adjust and emotionally prepare for the consequences of this difficult season? We should first of all be informed and eager to stay abreast of what’s happening through the alternative news reporting agencies. There are many doctors, scientists and Christian leaders dedicated to the betterment of society. Most of them educate and teach how to prepare in times of crisis. There’s a plethora, including,  Breitbart, Info Wars, Veritas Project, Briteon, (Mike  Adams, the health Ranger), WND, Celeste Solum,  Appearance Ministries,  Omega Man, Sheila Zilinksy and many more.

A good first step in prepping  is starting a vegetable garden. Growing vegetables has been an inspiring experience for me , watching tiny seeds sprout and then grow into lush, strong tomato and cucumber plants! Mother’s especially can inspire their children’s imagination and love for nature and to help them understand the value and the necessity of nurturing and growing   Along with working on my garden, I’ve been watching and enjoying the precious small animals which have been regular visitors to my yard.  My husband, looking for a way to cheer me up,  suggested we buy corn, seeds and peanuts to invite the birds and squirrels to our yard. It really has made a difference in my demeanor and I love watching the cardinals, bluejays and squirrels enjoy the treats!

I ask father God to help me to focus on ways  and people to nurture and speak life to the dead things. It is imperative that we find ways  in this season to be creative, nurturing and expectant, because we don’t know how long it will last.  Above all we must  daily cultivate an attitude of gratitude,  however negative and  threatening our world seems.

Another creative endeavor is having family photo album-memory-gathering times. It’s a great way to bring smiles, laughter and hope to break up  the mundareness of  home isolation. There are many creative photography and photo book web-sites you can gather memories to make albums, photo books and blog articles! Michael’s craft stores and Joanne’s Fabric stores are wonderful places for women and kids to be creative. Think of the wonderful things you can make and give to shut-ins and/or elderly. You just have to be creative and dream. God will provide ways where we and our children can grow and thrive during these times. We need only draw near to God and walk in faith to use those gifts He’s given us. The late, precious pastor Derrik Prince and his wife started each day with a powerful declaration each day.    May we declare and decree that everything we create is fruitful!

      For as the rain cometh down, and the snow from heaven, and returneth not thither, but watereth the earth, and maketh it bring forth and bud, that it may give seed to the sower, and bread to the eater:  So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.  Isaiah 55 10 &11

my first corn stalk2


          Anita Ivette Ferrer

 Ocean Grove Summer Gospel Concert Series

         Ocean Grove Beachside Pavilion

 Sunday Aug.9 2020
4 PM

Looking forward to seeing you all again. I will be sharing wonderful  traditional hymns, CCM worship and my worship originals. Prayer for healing and/or deliverance will be available.My beautiful hand-made jewelry and worship CD, The Anointing, His Presence will be available to purchase and enjoy.







So, I wake up, make my coffee and check my  e-mailbox to see if anyone needs ministry.  A video message jumped out at me and I watched and listened in unbelief. A prayer warrior  described the subject of  the  CDC’s recent recommendations for  corporate Christian gatherings  on her groups’ conference  call.  Dr Deborah Birke, one of the leaders of the task force, was sharing  her guidelines with faith leaders. She said the largest primary group with the largest outbreak of Covid-19 was the faith community.

Hmmm, a wonder that we weren’t even  allowed to gather for months.  Her suggestions  included,  no singing, stay at home, (because the Covid was so dangerous) and persuade the elderly and immune-compromised to take the vaccine.

Folks, this woman, and many others, are tools of the enemy. We are facing a direct assault from the kingdom of darkness against or supernatural Christian lives. For those of you not walking in the fullness of Christ, this is your wake-up call!! What do I mean by fullness of Christ?

    Christ has already paid the price in full for your healing and protection against plague, virus or bodily assault.
   Isaiah 55:5.  Psalm 91:10 There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling. Psalm 103: Bless the Lord, O my soul: and all that is within me, bless his holy name.Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits:Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies;

Now in order for us to  abide in that supernatural place of healing and protection, we must be in covenant with father God and Jesus. We aren’t talking about being religious. Here is where many churches and denominations find themselves impotent and vulnerable to every attack of the enemy. Without the manifest presence of the Holy Spirit, there is no deliverance or healing. Faith must be unwavering.

But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed. James 1:6

So then, in order to walk in confidence and faith, (that our faithful Father  God protects us from falling to the Covid-19), we do not have to fear one on one fellowship and worship by singing.

When I accepted Christ as my lord and Savior in 1982, I had no idea I’d be experiencing God’s miraculous power through my undiscovered gift of singing. God used a beautiful friendship with twin sisters where we became bonded by singing exquisite three-part harmonies to the precious lonely, sick and dying elderly. Ministering with the sisters introduced me to the power of the traditional hymns and I grew to love them.  I can attest to the fact that singing to many of the very sickly and elderly always invigorated them!

One memory I’ll never forget was that of Mrs. Greenberg, a tiny, frail elderly widow who never had visitors and spent her days, hunched almost to her knees in a corner in her chair. I discovered her in a darkened room with the shades drawn. I approached her with my hymnbook and asked her if it was okay to sing a few hymns. She nodded slightly. I became sad upon noticing that her nightdress was soiled with dried food, as if no one cared to wipe the spots off. When I finished, I grasped her hand and gently declared  God’s love for her and that He had not forgotten her. I was exhilarated with faith and hope that the next time I saw her she would be more responsive.

A week later, I found Mrs. Greenberg sitting up in her chair. Her hair was combed and she had on a clean dress! She smiled when i asked her if she remembered me. I sang   a few more hymns and kissed her forehead. ” I will be coming to see you regularly, Mrs Greenberg and I am so happy to see you again.”

Many years have passed since my nursing home ministry days and God promoted me to a higher level of worship, learning the guitar.  Many years later, around 1997, God promoted my faithfulness to ministry by inspiring me to learn and compose on the guitar. (I’d been assailed by several serious crisis and was isolated and not ministering with anyone).  Now that I had a guitar, more doors were opened to minister in various capacities. I saw miraculous moves of God as I served people in hospital  visitation, bedside ministry and even funerals. Distraught people would suddenly be peaceful when I sang and played my guitar.

One memorable event that happened 10 years ago was being invited by my husband’s best friend to minister to his dying father. After the funeral, while enjoying  our meal, after the funeral, a prophetess approached my husband. She told Mark hat while I was singing my new song, Psalm 91 on the guitar at the podium,  she saw cherubim dancing and celebrating! I was pretty astounded and am convinced of God’s power through our passionate worship.

That being said,  we intercessors , Christian leaders and worship psalmists need to have a talk with Dr. Birke about the supernatural and miraculous anointing that flows through singing-worshiping our heavenly Father and Jesus. Two precious  christian sisters, ( truth-seekers0 Lyn Leaz and Celeste sSolum), speak in detail about the power of worship.  Folks, if you don’t understand the power of worship, you need to read and meditate on Paul and Silas’s miraculous prison breakout in  the book of Acts, chapter 16. God inhabits the praises of His people. His people. Are you one of His people? How can you be sure?

Ephesians 5:19 tells us to  Speak to yourselves in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord. Our weapon of warfare is our praise and worship.Our worship also draws the assistance of God’s angels to minister in our time of need, (as happened when I ministered in song at that funeral).

The Bible gives us an astounded account of praising the Lord in the beauty of Holiness when confronted by an intimidating enemy. King Jehoshaphat won an amazing victory over a formidable foe, a vast army, when he appointed the worship singers to front his battalions.  Dr.Birke, you need to read the bible yourself and understand that God’s remnant cannot be defeated by any foe or  plague because we overcome by the blood of the Lamb and by our testimony!

Friend, I pray as you read and meditate on the precious and powerful scriptures and prayers in this blog, you will walk in full confidence that you are whole and protected in the shelter of God’s wings!

I also encourage you to check out the many people who have been healed from Covid-19, Aids, Dementia, Lyme Disease, Stroke, Heart failure and many others on the 700 Club testimonials  and through many other anointed healers like Becky Dvorak

Lyn and Celeste say a prayer at the end of this video.  Call upon the name of the Lord, Jehovah, and you will be saved. Rom 10 :13. Call upon Him while He may be found. Seek Him with All your heart soul and spirit, then He will be your  shelter and  refuge.

Keep on Singing. Keep on worshiping and praise Him in thankfulness and adoration. May the peace  Shalom of God be upon you today and forever.


Jehoshapahat’s heart pounded as he looked out his window. Just as the messengers reported, a massive army was coming to attack. Imagine the fear as his mind swirled with anxious thoughts of impending bloodshed and violence. This seething, undulating swarm was swiftly moving toward the perimeter of his city and he had to act fast!

At this very moment our own leader, President Trump faces yet another giant, this time, not the invisible, Covid-19. This giant was a writhing, raging sea of enraged, mindless Americans possessed by a greed of money and destruction. Across our beloved America, lay cities blackened, devastated and  still smoking from the Molotov cocktails thrown by outsiders seeking to destroy.

I could not believe my eyes as my husband and I watched InfoiWars reports of the casualties and destruction. Across our beloved America, lay cities blackened, devastated and  still smoking from the Molitove cocktails. Most likely, like King Jehoshaphat, President Trump’s heart was pounding in indignation and shock at the present crisis assailing his beloved nation. What troubled me most was the  amount of damage down and the swiftness. I can’t understand how  this fire across our land can be burning out of control when we have at hand all the power of the universe, God’s very present help! 

   Let’s get a view here of how a leader of a nation is suddenly  threatened with a sudden ambush by a gargantuan giant.

Then there came some that told Jehoshaphat, saying, There cometh a great multitude against thee from beyond the sea on this side Syria; and, behold, they be in Hazazontamar, which is Engedi.3 And Jehoshaphat feared, and set himself to seek the Lord, and proclaimed a fast throughout all Judah. 2 Chron 20 2&3

King Jehoshaphat’s  response was to fall on his face and cry out to God for help. Like Queen Esther preparing her spiritual battle plan  to save her Jewish people and Moses plea for Jehovah’s protection as the Egyptians came to drag  the Isrealites back to bondage in Egypt, our president must turn confidently to the only omnipotent power.

Of course, we have to do our part. Jesus already gave us all authority to dominate everything on the earth. Luke 10:19. In God’s power and strength, one can chase a thousand and two can put ten thousand to flight! Where two or three are gathered, Christ is in our midst. Mat 18:20.
That being said, every church’s pastor or bishop and every Messianic Jewish Temple’s rabbi should be leading their flocks  to fast and pray and especially to sing high praise to draw forth angelic assistance. Our president and many in this nation who already have been victimized by the  anarchists fasting and prayer for our President and nation. We are in unprecedented times and if God’s people do not stand up to this  demonic anarchy, that will be the end of America as we know it. This battle is a spiritual battle and we can only victor over it by using spiritual armament, prayer fating and worship.

Today, I had  conversations with two intercessor sisters who described the violently hateful and  disrespectful  backlash against their conservative and Christian views regarding the  anarchy. The Bible says that a house divided cannot stand. If Christian brothers and sisters are divisive and  striving, we cannot win this battle. 

  I give a clarion call to all who call themselves Christians. This is   the time to make your election sure. This is the time to reevaluate your value system to see that it aligns with scripture. Are you for or against Christ? Your true character will be… are you bearing good fruit?  I am very surprised and disheartened at the strife and disunity in the body of Christ. Folks, we had better get ourselves together through prayer and fasting because this cancer that is assailing our land will not go away unless we get unified in the Holy Spirit! 

Jesus said, “Every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment,” Mat 12:36 Most sobering of all, And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life: and the dead were judged out of those things which were written in the books, according to their works. Rev 20:12   

  Every human being ever born will have to give an account of their every word and deed. If I were any of the members of the Deep State, or any anti Christ entities, I would b`e very afraid. No one an thing will be able to avoid the wrath of God on Judgment day. God bless all of you who  surrender to  Christ and be workers of good!         ,



Yup, I woke up today, thinking, same old, same old  prepared my morning coffee and set out to trudge through another mundane goalless  day.  For  those of us in the midst of difficult health condition,  detoxing from mold or heavy metals ,(the sauna and staggering fatigue -herxheimer after the sauna), life can be a weighty burden. My formula for enduring long, chronic illness is to search for beauty in everything. Artists and musicians may have an easier time to do this, but everyone has the ability to hone  their love gift.

For those of you in the grip of a catastrophic illness, Arthur’s story, out of captivity into wholeness. You can do it. Just believe!

Being a prayer warrior, I am inundated with videos and links everyday. Almost all of them are negative and even alarming. If I’m not careful, I can  get sucked into that quicksand of doom-hopelessness.  It would be nice to receive some mail that is inspiring or funny because joyful, miraculous and humerus  material is sorely what we need to focus on and to forge forward in lives that are faith-filled  goal-oriented to tackle the difficult things of life and the world. We must oppose  the  negative forces that be and let them know they cannot imprison our soul!

This  video of a precious young mother’s love is beyond beautiful and tear-jerking!:


May this blog be an incentive for you to seek beauty and joy and pass it forward!   May these heart-warming stories  make you smile  and give you hope. We  certainly need  it in these troubled times.  Be an encourager  and start today!   Look up stories of inspiration and send them. Better yet, call someone. Tell them how much you  love them, how special they are and  we will get through this stronger and better than before.


love never fails





Today, I am focusing my blog on  navigating the Covid-19 trap, by strengthening the immune system. Hearing about all the unnecessary deaths and suffering has been  distressing for me, but even more so the utter laxness and unwillingness for people to discipline themselves  and implement powerful health and immune system strategies. My husband Mark and I have been passionate about preventative  and natural medicine.  ever since we both had catastrophic health assaults which  made our fatigue staggering and our productivity nearly unmanageable.

I enjoyed decent health right after graduating from college and soon was  enthusiastically hired by regional supervisors who were impressed by my college studies and my vivacious and infectious  joy.  They could see that I loved people and seeing them thrive.  I enjoyed my new position as Behavior Modification counselor at Nutri-System Weight Loss centers, and  my reputation as an inspirational weight loss counselor so preceded me, that there was a waiting list to attend my classes!  Even though I’ve had a tough  almost 14 years completely recovering from Oro-Mandibular Dystonia, my disciplined health lifestyle;e has rewarded me with many successful and inspirational projects and endeavors., (by the grace of the good Lord)!  You can still chase your dreams and contribute to society despite a catastrophic illness, like Covid-19, Lyme Disease, Mold Illness or Mercury poisoning.  It is entirely unnecessary for so many unhealthy people  to suffer needlessly and I can’t stress enough the importance of diligence, commitment and focus if we are to avoid succumbing to  Covid-19.

This blog is devoted to those of us  filling our idle time sitting at the computer all day,  surfing  for trivia. I urge you to pay close attention to the information I am about to share with you as it will affect the quality of you and your loved ones lives . It’s been prophesied that our lives will never be the same as before Covid-19 and it certainly won’t  because of economic, our food supply and our health. My late father always chided “When you have your health, you have everything”.  In a way , he spoke truth.  When I was constantly barraged by lung ailments, from the Lyme antibiotics, my whole life and attitude changed and I had to struggle to keep motivated and positive. I found myself isolated and fragile every time I caught someone’s cold which always  became Bronchitis. To make things worse I had allergies, hay fever and a heart  murmur. I probably would not be alive today if it weren’t for  a  compassionate holistic chiropractor, Dr Kelly, who introduced me to natural healing and medicine.  His protocol led me on a life long journey of understanding and applying principals of supplementation, exercise, detoxing and  God’s precepts


I won’t go to great lengths with this blog, because what Mike Adams shares today is cut and dry. He urges strengthening your immune system with supplementation, daily  exercise and sunshine. God truly has given us everything we need and yet people sill ignore the basics.   We do not have to succumb to Covid-19 if we change our present ways diet and health. It seems too many of us  have a lax attitude about our bodies and health.

One of my prayer warrior sisters, shared her grief that over 15 bishops  in her community who died of Covid-19. That would make me question if they were obese, on high blood pressure medication or had an underlying health issue which would indeed make them vulnerable to the Corona virus. People, we need to wake up. Everything we eat and drink affects us sooner or later. We may insist on eating pork, fatty junk food, soda laced with Splenda,  GMO tainted foods. (and we may even bless our meal). but in the long run, they will affect us. Everything is allowable, but not everything is beneficial!

Check the weight-weight chats here to see if you are on target:


it would behoove us to research the drug our doctor prescribe us because  they may cause more problems than  benefits.  Most of the drugs have serious side effects   For some, drug are saving their lives  Some must stay on their medications for a while, so going off cold turkey should never be done without conferring with your trusted physician. With dietary changes, plenty of rest and fresh air,  natural supplements may improve the health.

I hope this article will inspire you to not fear taking that first step making the past, I’ve been hostilely responded to because of my alarm for a friend who suddenly  became ill or died.  Again, I say, Don’t shoot the messenger for my concern is for your health, safety and longevity.  The closer you are to the medical- height-weight charts, the better for you to maintain optimal vigor . I highly URGE everyone reading this to take special measures in your attention to your and your loved ones health!. Mark and I have had to watch many overweight loved ones die unnecessary and painful deaths because they refused to listen to good health and spiritual counsel.

Among the many natural doctors who  confirm  strengthening your immune system against Covid-19 you can GOOGLE Dr Mercola, Dr Shiva, Dr Oz, Dr Don Colbert and many others. Most of all, the lord Jesus took ALL our infirmities upon Himself and by His stripes e were healed.  Jesus should be the first one we come to when we need healing. I’m sharing a powerful prayer with you from my precious deliverance counselors, Ministers Ken and Sylvia Thornberg.

PLEASE FWD this arhttps://vimeo.com/402367755ticle to your Social media timelines or via email or any communication platform you have available.  More than ever, we let us be concerned enough to share relevant information which can save the lives of many! We are facing a VERY daunting future if we do NOT change our ways , strategies and thinking. God bless you all and may our gracious God Jehovah and Jesus indue us with all wisdom and counsel from above. Fear NOT, he is with you!

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