Are You THIRSTING?


 Isaiah 55:1
Is anyone thirsty? Come and drink–even if you have no money! Come, take your choice of wine or milk–it’s all free!

 When I was a very young believer, fronting our Christian hard rock band, The Promise with my then boyfriend, lead guitarist, Chris, Isaiah’s words leaped at my heart. The call was so compelling that we wrote “Are  You Thirsting” for our band repertoire’s opening call.

  Many today are thirsting and many others do not even realize their  frenzied searching for truth and dabbling in the occult is a cry for truth. My prayer is that the compelling videos included here in my blog today  will be the answer you are searching for. I especially challenge my Jewish brothers and sisters to look up in your prayer time and ask Father Jehovah to reveal the truth once and for all.

 In these last days,  God’s Clarion call rings out to all across the globe.
May these wonderful videos move your heart  that Jesus Yashiach  HaMaschiah is the risen and glorious son of the most high God.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjDQ-fLWzPk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PGHHwUQjEYQ
Behold he is risen from the dead and has given us all the authority over satan and his  cohorts. Behold, the harvest is white for the reaping of which Father God is equipping and anointing His children to do His business. Father has given us a reprieve and we must be about our work quickly. Now is the time for salvation. Now is the appointed time for all to come to the cross. Our God has opened up the doors of hidden wisdom and revelation and His people must  take advantage and declare the way of the Lord to every people, tongue and nation. In times past, truth was sealed, but God has chosen to use modern technology to show the hard-hearted and doubtful that His Son,  has truly come and risen from the grave to give us eternal life and salvation.
 Heavenly Father,  we beseech thee with broken and humble hearts.  Help us be unified, all of us  standing in the gap for the lost. Lord of heaven and earth, creator of the universe. be merciful for those who have been led astray.  bring your precious Jewish people back into Your fold, their glorious destiny. We declare open hearts and open minds to be illuminated by precious Holy Spirit, Ruach HaKodesh . We thank you for Your harvest, in Jesus name, amen.

The SHEEP & the GOATS


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My prophetic journalistic instincts are kicking in as I read some of the bickering, mocking strife comments on many Facebook timelines. Participation in the political  leanings repulses me, because I desire to see God’s perfect will and plans for  America. Sadly, many, including God’s children,  have lost site of the covenant  blessings God has for those who are His own.  May  God’s Holy Spirit give you a revelation of His  His truth.

First off, I want to remind you all that He loves all people. Everyone of us are created in His image. But, Jesus said, God will separate the sheep from the goats. What does that mean? Some of us are goats, (rebellious & doubting). Some of us are sheep (obedient to his will and word). Jesus said, “My sheep hear my voice.”

In regards to all the hoopla, scandal and pandemonium of  our president elect, my focus continues to be “How can God’s beloved, covenant people participate in Father’s perfect will, to redeem America from her staggering wickedness and disobedience and bring forth His harvest of souls.” God’s intent is to redeem souls from eternal damnation and the deception-wickedness of the past eight years administration.

We need to understand that God is God. He created the universe and can do whatever He chooses to do. We  can choose to follow His plan or oppose it. Men, in our vain arrogance often think our logic and ingenuity is superior, but God can put any of us in our place at the utterance of just His word. Historical annals  tell us how King Nebuchadnezzar, dining in all his opulence was told by the prophet Daniel that his kingdom would be suddenly taken from him and he would live his life as an animals outdoors in the elements. It took this great humbling, for the king to come back to his senses and pay honor and homage to  Jehovah God.

Our votes do not bring a new president in. God ordained each of our presidents for a reason, whether it be to chasten his own people for their apathy regarding His  righteous law or to bless them, (because they fell on their faces and repented and fasted for years). Let it be know that God will and can choose a crazy, non-conventional, cowardly or obnoxious person, just to confound the wise and arrogant. And he is doing just this.

Let us remember that our God is a Holy God and why should he bless America when His own people eschewed our duty to be the salt of the earth and the city on a hill. Is he pleased that our parents and grandparents  never made any outcry when the Roe VS Wade decree was passed and millions of babies were slaughtered in the womb.  How about  His people showing contempt for their Jewish brethren and the state of Israel? And also the worst transgression of all, pushing God himself out of America. There are countless unrighteous executive orders, threats to our US Constitution and decrees we have paid no attention too. ( Not to even  go into detail of our brethren in the middle east and third world nations).

We children of God should be fruit examiners. This is how we can tell if one is godly or ungodly.  Jesus said, “You’ll know them by their fruits.” Mat 7 16-17  Many of us reporters, journalists and commentators have done our research and have seen the fruits of eight years of  this  administration. Upon deep (unbiased, godly)  reflection, have the fruits given any glory to God?  It could take years to reverse the unbelievable damage to our nation’s legacy as a Christian nation. We will be examining Donald J Trump’s fruits soon enough, but until then, God’s people need to yield to God’s choice and continually surround him with prayer and fasting for His divine wisdom and Revelation. Christian brothers and sisters, we have much work to do.

It would behoove us all if we take a step back and ponder who this God is before it’s too late and we find ourselves in shock, standing before Him, with the books of life opened.

And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life: and the dead were judged out of those things which were written in the books, according to their works. Rev 20:12

It makes my heart tremble that Christ would say to me, “depart from me, you that work lawlessness. May none of us stand before our Lord and be ashamed that we rebelled against His righteous law.

May your reading of the following  verses  enlighten you as to why  it is beneficial and  glorious to serve eh most high God. He is our protector, provider, lover of our souls and healer. NO other God can promise these blessings for their people.

Deuteronomy 28

Blessings and Curses

If you fully obey the Lord your God and carefully follow all his commands I give you today, the Lord your God will set you high above all the nations on earth. All these blessings will come on you and accompany you if you obey the Lord your God:

You will be blessed in the city and blessed in the country.

The fruit of your womb will be blessed, and the crops of your land and the young of your livestock—the calves of your herds and the lambs of your flocks.

Your basket and your kneading trough will be blessed.

You will be blessed when you come in and blessed when you go out.

The Lord will grant that the enemies who rise up against you will be defeated before you. They will come at you from one direction but flee from you in seven.

The Lord will send a blessing on your barns and on everything you put your hand to. The Lord your God will bless you in the land he is giving you.

The Lord will establish you as his holy people, as he promised you on oath, if you keep the commands of the Lord your God and walk in obedience to him. 10 Then all the peoples on earth will see that you are called by the name of the Lord, and they will fear you. 11 The Lord will grant you abundant prosperity—in the fruit of your womb, the young of your livestock and the crops of your ground—in the land he swore to your ancestors to give you.

12 The Lord will open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, to send rain on your land in season and to bless all the work of your hands. You will lend to many nations but will borrow from none. 13 The Lord will make you the head, not the tail. If you pay attention to the commands of the Lord your God that I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the bottom. 14 Do not turn aside from any of the commands I give you today, to the right or to the left, following other gods and serving them.

Curses for Disobedience

15 However, if you do not obey the Lord your God and do not carefully follow all his commands and decrees I am giving you today, all these curses will come on you and overtake you:

16 You will be cursed in the city and cursed in the country.

17 Your basket and your kneading trough will be cursed.

18 The fruit of your womb will be cursed, and the crops of your land, and the calves of your herds and the lambs of your flocks.

19 You will be cursed when you come in and cursed when you go out.

20 The Lord will send on you curses, confusion and rebuke in everything you put your hand to, until you are destroyed and come to sudden ruin because of the evil you have done in forsaking him.[a] 21 The Lord will plague you with diseases until he has destroyed you from the land you are entering to possess. 22 The Lord will strike you with wasting disease, with fever and inflammation, with scorching heat and drought, with blight and mildew, which will plague you until you perish. 23 The sky over your head will be bronze, the ground beneath you iron. 24 The Lord will turn the rain of your country into dust and powder; it will come down from the skies until you are destroyed.

25 The Lord will cause you to be defeated before your enemies. You will come at them from one direction but flee from them in seven, and you will become a thing of horror to all the kingdoms on earth. 26 Your carcasses will be food for all the birds and the wild animals, and there will be no one to frighten them away. 27 The Lord will afflict you with the boils of Egypt and with tumors, festering sores and the itch, from which you cannot be cured. 28 The Lord will afflict you with madness, blindness and confusion of mind. 29 At midday you will grope about like a blind person in the dark. You will be unsuccessful in everything you do; day after day you will be oppressed and robbed, with no one to rescue you.

30 You will be pledged to be married to a woman, but another will take her and rape her. You will build a house, but you will not live in it. You will plant a vineyard, but you will not even begin to enjoy its fruit. 31 Your ox will be slaughtered before your eyes, but you will eat none of it. Your donkey will be forcibly taken from you and will not be returned. Your sheep will be given to your enemies, and no one will rescue them. 32 Your sons and daughters will be given to another nation, and you will wear out your eyes watching for them day after day, powerless to lift a hand. 33 A people that you do not know will eat what your land and labor produce, and you will have nothing but cruel oppression all your days. 34 The sights you see will drive you mad. 35 The Lord will afflict your knees and legs with painful boils that cannot be cured, spreading from the soles of your feet to the top of your head.

36 The Lord will drive you and the king you set over you to a nation unknown to you or your ancestors. There you will worship other gods, gods of wood and stone. 37 You will become a thing of horror, a byword and an object of ridicule among all the peoples where the Lord will drive you.

38 You will sow much seed in the field but you will harvest little, because locusts will devour it. 39 You will plant vineyards and cultivate them but you will not drink the wine or gather the grapes, because worms will eat them. 40 You will have olive trees throughout your country but you will not use the oil, because the olives will drop off. 41 You will have sons and daughters but you will not keep them, because they will go into captivity. 42 Swarms of locusts will take over all your trees and the crops of your land.

43 The foreigners who reside among you will rise above you higher and higher, but you will sink lower and lower. 44 They will lend to you, but you will not lend to them. They will be the head, but you will be the tail.

45 All these curses will come on you. They will pursue you and overtake you until you are destroyed, because you did not obey the Lord your God and observe the commands and decrees he gave you. 46 They will be a sign and a wonder to you and your descendants forever. 47 Because you did not serve the Lord your God joyfully and gladly in the time of prosperity, 48 therefore in hunger and thirst, in nakedness and dire poverty, you will serve the enemies the Lord sends against you. He will put an iron yoke on your neck until he has destroyed you.

49 The Lord will bring a nation against you from far away, from the ends of the earth, like an eagle swooping down, a nation whose language you will not understand, 50 a fierce-looking nation without respect for the old or pity for the young. 51 They will devour the young of your livestock and the crops of your land until you are destroyed. They will leave you no grain, new wine or olive oil, nor any calves of your herds or lambs of your flocks until you are ruined. 52 They will lay siege to all the cities throughout your land until the high fortified walls in which you trust fall down. They will besiege all the cities throughout the land the Lord your God is giving you.

53 Because of the suffering your enemy will inflict on you during the siege, you will eat the fruit of the womb, the flesh of the sons and daughters the Lord your God has given you. 54 Even the most gentle and sensitive man among you will have no compassion on his own brother or the wife he loves or his surviving children, 55 and he will not give to one of them any of the flesh of his children that he is eating. It will be all he has left because of the suffering your enemy will inflict on you during the siege of all your cities. 56 The most gentle and sensitive woman among you—so sensitive and gentle that she would not venture to touch the ground with the sole of her foot—will begrudge the husband she loves and her own son or daughter 57 the afterbirth from her womb and the children she bears. For in her dire need she intends to eat them secretly because of the suffering your enemy will inflict on you during the siege of your cities.

58 If you do not carefully follow all the words of this law, which are written in this book, and do not revere this glorious and awesome name—the Lord your God— 59 the Lord will send fearful plagues on you and your descendants, harsh and prolonged disasters, and severe and lingering illnesses. 60 He will bring on you all the diseases of Egypt that you dreaded, and they will cling to you. 61 The Lord will also bring on you every kind of sickness and disaster not recorded in this Book of the Law, until you are destroyed. 62 You who were as numerous as the stars in the sky will be left but few in number, because you did not obey the Lord your God. 63 Just as it pleased the Lord to make you prosper and increase in number, so it will please him to ruin and destroy you. You will be uprooted from the land you are entering to possess.

64 Then the Lord will scatter you among all nations, from one end of the earth to the other. There you will worship other gods—gods of wood and stone, which neither you nor your ancestors have known. 65 Among those nations you will find no repose, no resting place for the sole of your foot. There the Lord will give you an anxious mind, eyes weary with longing, and a despairing heart. 66 You will live in constant suspense, filled with dread both night and day, never sure of your life. 67 In the morning you will say, “If only it were evening!” and in the evening, “If only it were morning!”—because of the terror that will fill your hearts and the sights that your eyes will see. 68 The Lord will send you back in ships to Egypt on a journey I said you should never make again. There you will offer yourselves for sale to your enemies as male and female slaves, but no one will buy you.

God’s promise toy you:

 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16

 

WHAT NOW?


WHAT NOW?
The Election Of Donald J Trump as our 45 President
I woke up to the glorious news, that our new president is Donald J Trump.

Trump’s victory is monumental shift in the spiritual, political and economical atmosphere of our nation. Why? Because the United States has plummeted to the depths of depravity and staggering decay. You may ask, how is that so?

First I want to say that I write this expository not as a republican, but as a devote daughter and servant of Jehovah God most High, the Creator of the universe. I aspire to walk in the ways of His Son, Jesus Christ and His commandments .I am first a Christian, than a musician and then a woman.

Three years ago, I was immersed in my career and talent as a performer-recording artist. My life was centered around music, learning songs, getting my other band-mates prepared for the next gig, enlarging our fan base, promotion and booking gigs. Most of us adults have our own agenda or itinerary for our busy lives. Many adults are also parents, so most of their energy and time goes into their children and the kids affairs. In a nutshell, very few of us, (except many journalists and reporters) are adequately informed about the details of the various national ills, (and there are many, including abortion, child molestation, sex-trafficking, pornography, lawlessness, violent protesting, fraud, occultic influences, police assassination, racial division, and many more. My heart breaks for the diminishment of His creation because of deceived and demonic leadership. One only has to read the old testament prophets accounts of what happens to nations who surrender to rebellion, debauchery and disobedience. Truly, the mainstream population refuses to have anything to do withe honoring and keeping God’s commandment. I’ve seen many examples of downright disrespect towards Jehovah God by YouTube liberals, atheists and democrats would spit in God’s face if they could. I fear and cry for their souls!

The Dystonia condition which I was diagnosed with in 2006 worsened, but with its worsening came an urgent unction to pray and seeks God’s face. With that seeking, came His directives to address the crisis and ills plaguing our nation and which was drawing us closer and closer to the abyss of divine destruction,. God cannot tolerate sin and it seems very few (including professing Christian) have any desire to understand the mechanics and consequences of rebellion and disobeying His commandment.

I want to point out that my understanding regarding God’s perfect plan and mandate for His people in America came from the burden and weakness of enduring this Dystonia battle. Though it has been a daunting struggle each day, I must now consider it a blessing in disguise because it has established in me the calling of intercessor. It is in the war room that I find God’s strength to travail for the souls of men, women and children before the hammer of judgment comes down. .

I desire to see (through His wise eyes) and partner with Him to heal humanity from sin and depravity. My blood curdles in grief as I read about or watch the videos of the street massacre, violence and terrorist attacks here and abroad. Sadder yet, is the deceived responses of our professing brothers and sisters who are cussing and cursing Donald Trump. I wonder who has blinded their eyes?

Rest assured, those who are tweeting ” “Assassinate Donald “will be held accountable to God. Haters of Donald are haters of God because Jehovah God has chosen him to be His King Cyrus for America. God help those deceived who are thinking to do harm to our new president. God told us in the Bible, “Touch not mine anointed” Donald Trump was anointed by God for such a time as this. “Be not mocked, God will hold accountable. and woe to anyone who despises who God has appointed.

Here is a message for scoffers, God-haters, Donald J Trump Haters and haters of Gods commandment. For anyone ignorant of God’s commandment, I will give you a list of what Biblical righteous is and how it brings God’s blessing.

1. Exodus 20:13 Thou shalt not murder. The murder of the innocent unborn since the passing of Roe VS Wade in 1973 is one main reason God has to judge. Deuteronomy 18:10 There shall not be found among you anyone who makes his son or his daughter pass through the fire, one who uses divination, one who practices witchcraft, or one who interprets omens, or a sorcerer. It’s been revealed that the Clintons and their circle has been involved in child sex-trafficking and occultist satanic rituals. This is an abomination to God!

2. Micah 6:8 He has shown you, O mortal, what is good. And what does the LORD require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God. Are most of the leaders, politicians and citizens walking justly or showing mercy? The murder of our police officers is certainly not showing mercy and neither are the violent threats by the Black Lives Matter entity. Violence and retaliation is the opposite of what Jesus Christ, the Messiah taught. He said we are to forgive and pray for our enemies. Mat 5:44 How can the leaders of anarchist groups expect God’s blessing on their hatred. It’s not going to happen.

Most of the American people have lost their direction and the ability to discern between good and evil because their spiritual compass has been damaged by demonic influences and strongholds. Jesus gave us a simple guideline as to how to deduce a righteous person or leader. You check their fruits.  But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control . Gal 5:22.

If a person or leaders person exhibits bad fruit most of the time, they are unrighteous. The acts of the flesh are sexual immorality, impurity, and debauchery; idolatry, sorcery; hatred, discord, jealousy, rage; rivalries, divisions, factions, Galatians 5 19&20. Any moral and sensible person would clearly discern that the Black Lives Matter (and any other violent group including ISIS, Hamass, Neo-Nazi groups and the like) group is ruled by anger, hatred and unforgiveness. Why would the American people support any candidate or leaders who has strong ties to the Muslim leaders who support Sharia Law? Obviously, many of our brethren are very uninformed, ignorant or just don’t care to do their research and educate themselves about righteousness and liberty. It is astounding to me the ignorance and stupidity of many of our college students and  professors who  support socialism! They should go to Cuba or Venezuela if they love socialism that much. And remember to take extra toilet paper because the people can’t  get it!

Too many of us are immersed in our own, small world.  I was certainly that way  five years ago.  I’ve spent thousands of reviewing t articles and videos of crisis-laden nations and cultures.  Many of us have no idea of the suffering and hopelessness  crushing citizens living under communist regimes.  Freedom of religion, freedom to defend themselves and entrepreneurship is denied. Under Sharia law, women are the victims of great abuse and suffering. Their husbands are allowed to beat them, they  suffer genital mutilation and not allowed to drive. A far cry from the democracy of the United States of America!

3. Work is good and the heartbeat of  a healthy American economy. Free entitlements also seem to be the deciding factor for voting democrat. Since when is the government  responsible for supporting the needy and especially able-bodied men who don’t want to work?

The one who is unwilling to work shall not eat.” 2 Thes 3:10  Anyone who does not provide for their relatives, and especially for their own household, has denied the faith and is worse than an unbeliever. 1 Tim 5:8  God ordained work,  Adam and Eve were required to tend and keep the garden.  Support from the church was for certain widows who passed the criteria of lifelong service and godliness. The bottom line, history has proven that Socialism doe not work in the long run and nations who adopted it have failed miserably and put their citizens in dire straits. That is a fact.

God has given His people a great and merciful reprieve and we must be diligent in redeeming the time to bring in the harvest of souls. Our parents and grandparents slacked off in their calling to be the salt of America, so now we must take the Holy baton and run for the finish line.   May we pray for President Trump to seek the counsel of many advisors and that he will humble himself to God’s guidance. Here is where the saints must commit to strong intercession on his behalf in order that Father grants us the glory of a massive harvest of souls. Here is where we can love and support the refugees with Christ’s love.. Here is the opportunity for God to endue His people with new strategic solutions for the support of veterans,  the homeless, our unborn and their pregnant, unwed mothers. Their needs to be education and rehabilitation for boys and men to respect and honor girls and women. They need to know how disgraceful it is to see females as nothing but  entertainment for their pleasure!  Date rape, child molestation arises because of a disrespect for  the female race..We girls and women must also erect  strong boundaries regrading our sexuality and identity. Here is where parents, teachers as well as law enforcement must work together to  establish guidelines for respectful behavior.

We truly have our work cut out for us!. When pastors and leaders get the revelation that they need to teach the people how be properly and powerfully equipped for spiritual warfare, America will be a safer and more blessed nation. Demonization of even the godly is becoming more common because of dabbling with the occult and witchcraft. Satan will try to access any toe-hold to our spirit, so we must be diligent to guard our hearts, eyes and minds. We must not even take a sneak peek at pornographic images on our TVs, computers and magazines.

And so my brothers and sister abiding in Christ, we will have the victory May we be totally devoted to God’s commends and His righteous precepts and we will be blessed.

If you do not know why catastrophe has befallen America,. God told Moses:: in Deuteronomy 30

15 See, I set before you today life and prosperity, death and destruction. 16 For I command you today to love the Lord your God, to walk in obedience to him, and to keep his commands, decrees and laws; then you will live and increase, and the Lord your God will bless you in the land you are entering to possess.

17 But if your heart turns away and you are not obedient, and if you are drawn away to bow down to other gods and worship them, 18 I declare to you this day that you will certainly be destroyed. You will not live long in the land you are crossing the Jordan to enter and possess.

Nothing could be more clear as what pleases God and . If you do not agree with His command, than you’ll have to wait for the day when we will stand before Christ as the Bema seat. Here we will be judged for what we have done  whether good or evil in our lives.

And I saw the dead, great and small, standing before the throne, and books were opened. Another book was opened, which is the book of life. The dead were judged according to what they had done as recorded in the books.
Revelation 20:12

May you choose life, so you can live and be blessed. Amen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

EFFECTUAL, FERVENT PRAYER


 

I was doing my weekly  task of calling the headquarters of the many ministries and political organizations who were constantly sending their requests for donations. Recycling all the unwanted junk mail was a mundane and frustrating task, but  I was making some headway. One such mailing in particular was from the the national Pro Life alliance. I called the number to sequester our name taken off their mailing list.  The lady who answered the phone ( who happened to be the CEO) politely asked me  for my name and address so she could remove us from the mailing list. Suddenly I felt to ask her how her organization was doing with their stop-abortion agenda. Abortion has always been  a burden for me, but now was the perfect reason to blog about it today.

I knew that beside getting our senate and congress compelled to  address abortion head on, I asked her what else they were doing to gain victory.  The concern for the murder of the unborn was also spilling over into the burgeoning medical-scientific research and experimentation of  of stem cell research involving fetuses. I’m troubled that  much of the church seems either uninformed or just plain apathetic about God’s opinion of baby-killing. And that is plainly what it is.

I’ve been journaling since 1977 and have yet to ignore things which  offend, baffle or enrage me.  The slaughtering of the unborn is one thing which ignites a righteous anger and I feel disturbed that only a remnant of God’s people are in an uproar about abortion and   lone wolf atheists opposing everything Christian. I wonder about the condition of the church  in the 70’s. Why didn’t pastors  inform and prepare their congregations for spiritual warfare against the repealing of prayer taken out of schools? It looks like that period was very lukewarm and nonchalant about upholding righteousness and holiness. and sadly, this door opened up to our protective hedge being breached and any foul, evil and destroying entity could now have unlimited access.

What really disturbs me is the mainstream public’s shock regarding the attack on 9/11.  It is ludicrous that many people (probably most of them never set foot in church or had any kind of relationship with Him) had the audacity to be horrified  and angry at God for allowing the fall of the twin towers! Did any pastors or rabbis inform  their people that their parents and grandparents are responsible for allowing the breach by their lukewarmness and apathy towards prayer and the things of God. We need to start addressing our  parents and grandparents mistake and repent for them and ourselves.

Sadly,  America’s destiny has already been sealed and we will have to pay for our  parents  immoral apathy.  Though many of us weren’torn yet or were children or adolescents at the time of the repealing of prayer in schools and the Roe vs Wade, that doesn’t exempt us from making a stand now to stop abortion and infanticide! Untold millions of babies are still be murdered each year and the latest stem cell research.

http://www.rtl.org/prolife_issues/LifeNotes/SacrificedWithoutConsent.html

America’s corporate sin is great and will be retaliated, nevertheless, God’s word says that the son shall not pay for the father’s sins and vice versa. Each one shall  stand in account for his own personal sin and for corporate sins he participated in, (which would also pertain to not doing the right thing when faced with the ability to do so). Gloriously,.  God’s own son has made provision for those who are in covenant with Him and His Son and they alone will be protected and provided for when  the world systems collapses and God’s righteous judgment crashes down. No one will be able to stand His wrath and His wrath is fair.(Selah)

Stop and think for a moment about what occurs doing an abortion. It should be law that every person within the age of consent watch a live video of an abortion. Maybe this is what it will take to open our eyes to the barbarities of these bloody killings.  Maybe one of these  live killing videos will  move our senators, congressmen and judges to boldly address the murder of the unborn. The enemy is alive and well and perpetuating human sacrifices, thus the killing of babies via abortion or stem cell research.

This video is extremely disturbing and you’ll end up weeping for this precious one as I did.  Please pray for these  priceless babies not be butchered anymore. Thank God for Alex Jones and his powerful  documentaries and journaling!

Going back to my phone call with the Pro-life administer, I asked her to explain to me what things were needed to gain victory. She said  the people needed to deluge their  lawmakers, the senate and congress with phone calls and letters.

I thought about this for a moment and pondered that we spend hours on Facebook, watching sports and TV programs and video games, but we can’t spare an hour to make calls or compose a letter to our congressman to remind him that abortion is murder of an innocent unborn baby! I hope someone is being convicted, because I am. God’s people are embroiled in stupid strife,  upset about being “unfriended” and even pastors are focusing their energy on slandering other ministries and/or ministers! People, we need to get focused and compassionate.We will have to stand an account for every idle word we speak, every negative attack-or suspicions we make on others and every sins of omission, ( refusing to do the godly thing, like voting responsibly, electing Goldy leaders and adamantly opposing evil, (in our laws and our constitutional freedoms…which we are apt to lose because most of us just don’t care). We are called to protect the orphans, widows and strangers in their time of affliction! Jesus called us  to be the salt of the earth and a city on a hill, not to acquiesce to one loud mouth atheists who gets hi/her way and gets the job done because of his extreme determination! Where is our determination, folks?!

Let’s not think for a minute that our constitutional freedoms and right to life will exist without strong  opposition.  Satan’s MO is to enslave and  cause misery to all of humanity. So, Jude tells us in 1:3 to contend earnestly for the faith!

Jude could not resist appealing (parakaleo, “exhorting, encouraging”) to his readers that they contend earnestly for the faith. The powerful expression contend earnestly translates a present infinitive (epagonizomai) and stresses the need to defend the truth continually and vigorously (cf. 1 Tim. 1:18; 6:12; 2 Tim. 4:7). It is a compound verb from which the English agonize is transliterated. From Jude’s day until now, true believers have always had to battle for the purity of the salvation gospel.

That being said, it is time for the body of Christ to start contending for righteousness, obedience to God and His commandments and to our calling to be our brothers/sisters keeper. Until we do that, our nation will receive utter devastation. It may be too late for the nation as a whole, but it is not yet too late for His true church to redeem herself by repentance, fasting and prayer.

Come now my brother and sister, let us reason together in the lord and let us receive God’s mercy helping to repeal  Roe Vs Wade and incite prayer in schools and public places.

Prayer:

Father God,  we repent and renounce our wicked nonchalance towards evil, unrighteousness and sin. We cry out for your mercy, even in wrath, (Hab 3:2). Remove our heart of stone and replace it with Your heart of flesh, (Eze 36:26) Deploy your warrior and ministry angels across the United States, the every church, pastor, rabbi, teacher and public servant, every mayor, governor, assemblyman, congressman, senator and  as far as the white house, to war against the spirits of death, violence, apathy,hate, fear and injustice. Holy Spirit, incite your people to get spiritually aggressive against abortion, stem cell research and defending our constitutional rights. We know that time has run out, but perhaps if there are two grains left in the hour glass, let them stay suspended until we have our victory in you. We declare  a shift in the earthly and heavenly realms. We thank you, Father, for once again hearing our fervent and effectual prayers. In Jesus name, we pray, amen.

TRANSPARENCY WITH GOD, Pt 2


 

 

CHRISTIAN MASKS

Two years ago, one a dear pastor-mentor asked me if I would connect in a woman who seeking a prayer warrior. I agreed and contacted the sister. We clicked.  I couldn’t wait to “storm the gates” of hell with her in prayer each morning. She was also a natural healer-practitioner who wanted to assist me in my Lyme Disease and Dystonia battle. We had our love for our cats and composing worship songs as common ground and talked about everything wonderful, musical and spiritual under the sun. She introduced me to a very complicated and very costly protocol, (costing well into thousands of dollars). I balked at the cost and reminded her that healing from Jesus never put anyone into a lifetime of debt. I wasn’t being facetious, just concerned about the burden of juggling so many supplements with foods and the RIFE machine. I was shocked when I received an eight page very angry,  condemning letter that made me cry for half an hour! When I emailed her and as her if she was mad at me, I got no comment and never heard from her again. That last I heard, she emailed my husband with news she had lost her rental house and was living in her car. She I was heart-broken that she was destitute and sick. Mark and I decided to bless her with a check and one of my hand-made beaded chokers to let her know she was still a Queen in Father’s eyes.

I reeled with shock and grief at the sudden severing of this relationship, but abrupt endings of this nature happen everyday for people all over the world. It can emotionally traumatic to receive a damning letter from someone you loved and trusted. Events like these often disturbed my peaceful momentum, especially since I came from a background of abuse, but I’ve learned to focus on restoring peace and harmony by bringing the schism to the Lord, forgiving and praying for the person. I then become creative and joyful again. Our response to angry confrontations is to pray for those who persecute or offend us and especially if they are our brethren. We should also not gloat over any misfortunes that befall for the way of love is showing compassion.

When we are hurt, insulted or accused of something we didn’t do or say, our flesh can allow our tongues to set aflame a forest fire of retaliatory damage. We must consistently abide in Father-Jesus presence to keep our flesh bridled. Paul tells us in Rom 12:18 to try as much as possible to live at peace with all men.

The glorious and transforming essence emanation emanating from Holy Ghost through us determines the outcome of Father’s blessing and provision. When we discipline ourselves to flow in His unconditional love, (and forgiveness) we will see a local, national and global soul-harvest We often hear it said “There is strength in unity” We just have to read our newspaper headlines blaring examples of chaos and disunity all across our own America everyday. Scattered groups seethe in civil disobedience. Racial hatred and rioting brews between law enforcement and angry protesters. Political parties are also in disunity about how to address and solve the problem of an ever-rising and astronomical debt. Going down the line, we see husbands and wives at enmity with each other mistrusting each others motives, manipulating to get needs meet and controlling to Lord over. Here is an example of a fragmented and disunified America at her worst.

To God’s dismay, His people are in the same position, disorganized, squabbling, impotent , pathetic, not to forget busy-bodies scrutinizing everyone’s walk and business but their own. Do we really think Jesus is coming for a bride in this condition?
It is time to look in the mirror and ask Holy Spirit to scrutinize us for the purpose of purifying us.

We cannot continue in our state and expect to see God’s supernatural signs and wonders. His hands are tied by our self-righteousness, unresolved conflicts, prejudice, harshness, and condemnation which weakens the fragile fibers of God’s tapestry, His church. Imagine a complicated machine with many parts and electrically powered. If there is a short somewhere in the wire and the connecting wires are severed, the machine won’t work. Once the breach is repaired either by soldering or reconnecting the wire, the machine does its magic. This is how the body of Christ also operates.

Apostle Paul gave us a beautiful descriptive picture of how important everyone of us is in the body. Each child of God is a crucial part of the smooth-running of His body! Two people, a couple or a group can have a schism and all are affected. The momentum of the machine is slowed down or stopped. We wonder why our ministries, marriages and finances are not flourishing and as an ever-flowing fountain of water. We cannot expect for fruit from works of the flesh. Peace and joy comes from an uncluttered and pure spring. When we walk in love, we bear patiently with each other and are tender-hearted.

Paul tells us to bear each others burden Gal 6:2 We are all responsible for each other growth and well-being. We shouldn’t stand idly by if a brother or sister is in sin or making poor choices for his life and family. Wise and mature elders are to groom and teach the younger and inexperienced. This is how the body of Christ should operate, in fullness and harmony. The trend of Christian apathy must change in the United States and the heavy burden should not be borne by the tiny percentage of intercessors? All of us are responsible with our gifts, talents and abilities to mesh with each other in divine harmony.

… 25 …so that there may be no division in the body, but that the members may have the same care for one another. 26And if one member suffers, all the members suffer with it; if one member is honored, all the members rejoice with it. 27 Now you are Christ’s body, and individually members of it. 1 Cor 12 25-27

I’ve had to deal with many other disturbing and confrontational issues with various people. I most stressful one with one of my husband’s friends, a fellow minister who thought it was his calling to scrutinized my every spontaneous ministry endeavor-activity. He’d often counsel my husband.

“You need to control that situation.” or ” My wife would never do that. Anita is out of order.” Once too many times, my husband would remark during a spat, “I need to put my foot down like pastor ( no name disclosed)  says!”  Looks like an insecure, controlling and manipulative spirit here. This  man needs to mind his own business and pray about me if he is that  bothered. that much by my excitement to go out spontaneously to minister at a nursing home. This type of scrutinizing and controlling advice is  greatly damaging to a marriage and certainly does nothing to build up a wife’s hospital ministry!

I also had to deal with  the contention of another Christian brother who would start a discourse with my husband and end  six to seven hours later into the wee hours into the night!  Though his visits were infrequent, the tiny window of time my husband and I was often devoured by his nebulous conversations. He could not see my concern for my husband’s need for  sleep and our need for quality time together on the week-ends. He was obstinate with pride and refused to be courteous and respect our marriage covenant and relationship. The last time he came to visit, he exploded in anger when I asked my husband to reserve the last hour of Sunday night for our time. He was so enraged by my request to my husband that he wrote me a 10 page letter beginning with how domineering I was. I couldn’t believe that the same man I prayed with in my car after my grocery shopping two years ago was the same person who lunged at me in rage in my own house!

He has yet to apologize, but I’ve forgiven him and moved on in prayer for him and God restoring our friendship.

Another strange confrontation happened to me about eleven years ago. A dear Christian musician-artist sister’s husband bawled me out one day by phone with the most hateful accusations. He didn’t believe my intentions with his wife (or our relationship) was godly. I loved being around this sister and loved being involved in perforating and ministry. he called me a user and manipulator and that I manipulated my best friend-music partner for years. I was so shocked and sick for days!

I didn’t hear from this dear woman for over eleven years, but never ceased praying and blessing them. Just imagine the fruit of our friendship, the fellowship and ministering to souls with our combined gifts. Satan loves to disturb the balance and harmony of God’s people with mistrust, hard-hardheartedness and pride.If this couple would have sat down and we all reasoned and listened wirth the Spirit, many wonderful things could have been accomplished for the kingdom.

Satan’s spirits are usually at the root of angry, hateful confrontations or accusations and we must be on guard to his devices. When the body is weakened by unforgivesnness, bitterness and false slander, we cannot overcome the attacks that come our way. Our prayers are hindered by our prideful resistance to apologize and reason in fairness and love!

So, here is the connection between the rise of ISIS, racial tension, persecution, genocide and every other malignant evil. The body of Christ is the salt of the earth.We are the city of a hill and from which all nations should look too because of our righteous and obedience to god’s commandments and ordinances!Proverbs 29:2 tell us that the righteous increase, the people rejoice. But when a wicked man rules, the people groan.

America and the rest of the world are groaning!

The enemy gains power when God’s people are weak with strife, disharmony and pride. For the creation awaits in eager expectation for the revelations of the sons of God! Rom 8:19. It is time that we all gaze into God’s mirror and see the haggard, weary sin-scarred visage staring back at us. Let us not believe in the deceiver who has fooled us into thinking that we are right with God because we are memorizing scripture, attending Saturday or Sunday services, keeping the Shabbat, tithing (and even praying (in the flesh). Let us worship…in Spirit and in truth. John 4:24

How fruitful are our “godly” activities when we’ve ignored and minimized our broken or strained relationship? Husband do you belittle or ignore your wife’s passion to win souls and her passion for heavenly things? Wife do you neglect to cook, take care of the house and honor your husband? Children, do you disrespect and rebel against your parents? Pastors and elders are you meddling in people’s “out of the box” marriages and ministries when it’s none of your business? These are some of the “insignificant”(in our eyes) sins, but crucial as far as the health and fruitfulness of the body of Christ.

Prayer:
Heavenly Father,
Let us not love not in word but in deed. 1 John 3:18 Let us not do cheap lip service, “I love and pray ” for so and so everyday, yet we talk about them like dirt behind our backs. Beloved, Help us Holy Spirit to love each other fervently and with pure hearts., forgiving each other.
Help us to be transparent with You and with each other, confessing our sins so we can walk in healing and joy!

In the matchless name of Your Son, Jesus, Yashuah
Aman

THE OUTPOURING


I woke up this morning, after a peaceful and quiet Thanksgiving day with my husband), preparing to start my usual day in worship and prayer.This Thanksgiving, I didn’t get distressed and depressed about not being able to enjoy the company of my precious mother and three younger sisters. Some day, soon, I’d forever my family’s company in  eternity. I briefly scanned my FB page to see if there were any emergency prayers and quickly jumped to check my gmail mailbox. My  husband sent me a newsletter from his pastor freind.

One in particular disturbed me and caused my stomach to turn violently. It was this type of email that caused me to lose my appetite and drop weight, despite eating the highest quality foods I could stand. Halfway into the startling video, I stopped to pray. “Holy Spirit, how can we pray against this deluge of evil?”

As I continued to watch the demonic scenes of violence, I became queasy and had to leave the room. One reported mentioned a seven year old girl who was brutally raped right in a playground just a few yards from her mother!  The suffering of the victims of the Sweden, Germany (and whole region of Europe) was staggering beyond my comprehension! The refugee-immigrant deluge was causing atrocious suffering beyond anything I’d heard of. I watched the video to the end and then went back to  YOUTUBE to get more information.                                                                            http://www.breitbart.com/london/2015/11/11/watch-anti-migrant-video-going-viral-across-europe/

Another journalist on Youtube, Martin shared his similiar report.

The next video was from INFO WARS, (Alex Jones ) As a journalist and advocate of human rights, I have a responsibility to inform. i never seek to frighten  but know that  exposing the truth will bring us to a place of surrendered reliance on the only one who can protect and strengthen us through these perilous times! We women and children will suffer the most from this Muslim onslaught. If we rebel against  their Sharia law, we will be ambushed, beaten and raped right on our streets. We must wake up to the fact and take action, through fasting and great effectual prayer. The threat is real and it IS coming right here to the United States unless the body of Christ wakes up and  takes the spiritual offense!

And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force. Mat 11:12

Our world is suffering great demonic violence and it is up to God’s people to violently push back,

In  the aforementioned video, a Muslim young man stated, ” I want to see every woman in this country covered from head to toe. I want to see every hand of the thief cut of. I want to see adulterers stoned to death. I want to see Shariah Law in Europe and I want to see America as well.”

America is in serious trouble because God’s people have allowed the atheists and God-haters to pull out prayer from our schools and  not opposed the abortionists from it’s  relentless bloodshed. God’s cup of wrath  is about overflowed and judgement is imminent. The only ones who’ll not incur the wrath be be His children who have borne the weight of of our corporate evil and apathy.  My heart is grieving for the impending civil war, ( which may be the bloodiest in world-wide history) war which will result in millions  dying in their sin and  separated from God and His  glorious eternal life. Brothers and sisters, our main urgency must be touching souls and leading them to Christ. Including the Muslims, terrorists and enemies of the Gospel. Jesus told us to pray for our enemies and them who persecute us. This can only be done by purifying our hearts and hands as we intercede on behalf of the lost, asking Holy spirit to come as precious cloud of salvation and healing!

My dear spiritual father and mentor, Augusto Perez, The Appearance Ministries  reported on his blogtalk radio station, that we must not take the bait. What bait? The bait by “testosterone-driven and enraged” sheriffs, law enforcement and lone-vigilantes to violently rebel and take up arms in defense of their constitutional rights and patriotism. Most patriots, Texans and NRA members who won’t surrender to  Sharia Law and would fight at any cost including their lives. I pray that we can avert such a catastrophic tsunami of bloodshed through our deepest repentance and cries for God’s mercy in America.

We need to beseech Holy Spirit’s divine counsel and guidance on how to address the shariah threat in America.  counsel to address the  Shariah threat when it does comes to America.  Untold millions will be  die as a result of the  revolution against our constitutional rights. I urge all of God’s people, to start praying, fasting and seeking the Lord as never before. We are facing a hurricane of unprecedented magnitude. I also pray that my FB  Christian brethren wake up to the reality of serious threats which face us today, (not to mention other devastating health and climate threats from GMO and cloning). These are for another post.

God’s people are the only thing holding back this tsunami of evil  (ISIS),  but since this monster is gaining strength daily by thousands of new recruits, we need more prayer warriors to commit to prayer for souls and Father’s heavenly intervention.  We cannot reverse God’s decree of Judgement, but we can lessen the totality and severity.

I would also like to see other pastors, nationally arising and addressing the refugee issue and getting their flocks armed and prepared in great fasting and prayer for the outpouring of the Holy Spirit, in America and  globally. I’m so thankful for Pastor Augusto,: The Appearance Ministries, Pastor Elias Fargas, Kingdom Epic center, Ray Thoman: Hia Ministries, Daniel Holdings, Larry Taylor,  Steve Quayle, Tom Horn  and many other watchmen who are blowing the  trumpet and warning us. We need to uphold our watchmen in great prayer for their protection and for exposing the enemies plans for the greatest genocidal-revolution, (Christians and Jews, as well as anyone who opposes Shariah ideology-invasion). that ever was.

http://www.breitbart.com/london/2015/11/11/watch-anti-migrant-video-going-viral-across-europe/

Prayer: Father God, Creator of the Universe and our mighty,  high tower and shield, we ask You to deploy your myriad angels to war against the hosts of hell.  As we pray, guide us with Your divine counsel and revelation so we may push back and overcome the onslaught of the enemy,. His plans are to ambush and  lasso millions more  souls into eternal damnation. please let not this outpouring of evil continue to mushroom, in huge swaths of territories abroad, in Europe, the middle East, Africa and North America. Let there be an outpouring of the Holy Spirit that has never been seen. Come Holy Spirit,  let your truth, revelation and salvation  fall like a fresh rain over the seething masses. Right now, Abba Father, release your divine angels to assist your people who are called by your name, for victory and so that  souls can be sealed for an eternal destiny with You! Thank you Jesus, Captain of the Host, for raising  your people in victory. We seal this prayer in  the matchless name of Jesus, amen.

 

TIME to CLEAN UP, CHURCH!


large church congregationI write this letter with a HEAVY heart and more than 31 years later! Judgment is coming to America and as Scripture says, Judgment first starts in Abba Jehovah’s own house and people.

I am an intercessor prophetic journalist and worship leader (ordained by Pentecostal-spirit-filled pastor-elders and have been in Fathers service since 1983) passionate for Father God, Yashuah Jesus and especially to see Holy Spirit move, walk in miracles, healing and repentance- revival. My anguished travailing for America’s fate-destiny and particularly, Christ’s Bride, has led me to deep place in Him. Watching Christian TV and seeing many of the famous TV pastors and evangelists with massive congregations, wouldn’t we expect this many people to heavily holily influence our present society, the media and politics. Would our influence change the ever-contaminated sinfulness of our nation After all, Jesus declared us to be a city on a hill.

I came to Christ as a non-practicing Catholic, invited to a small Pentecostal church in Toms River, NJ. A young Jehovah’s witness man wanted to court me, but I felt something wasn’t right with his religion. Father led me to Pentecostalism-spirit-filled life and I was never the same. I found myself transformed in many ways, even though Abba had me endure many fiery trials. Only a year into attending this tiny congregation, (of about 15 adults, 7 children ) our church erupted in a scandal. Our beloved pastor had adultery with 3 of the deaconesses, a homosexual relationship and molested several of the children!! Many of us were so traumatized that we could function for weeks! Many of the new believer left Christ and I watched as their unattended wounds became fodder for atheism and hating all which had to do with Jesus.

Somehow I had an inkling that this Jesus I read about and served was nothing like the leaders I sat under. I continued my joyful evangelism in the nursing homes and hospitals. I was hungry for more of my Jesus. I followed two spirit-filled sisters from my former church to a Monmouth county AG. I rejoiced to once again have a family. (My own blood family was ripped apart by child abuse, foster care and divorce).

I enjoyed about another year with my new family and enrolled in college where I met a charming guy. I was passionate about Jesus and evangelizing wherever I went. The guy was attracted to holy Spirit’s joy in me and we started to spend time together in God’s word and Bible study. Unbeknownst to me, he had some serious baggage. I ended up courting him (in ignorance about being “unequally yoked) . Fast forward to my second deep spiritual wounding. My fiance’s baggage was involvement in the occult and witchcraft. His salivation prayer and baptism of Holy Spirit at a Terry Talbot concert was not enough to deliver him from satan’s grasp. I was caught in a vicious and deadly fight for my spiritual freedom and life!

The shocking thing is that my 60-something AG pastor and his son, (as well as 4 elders and deacons) were unable to cast out a witch-craft-demoniac spirit from my fiance. I was only three years old in my faith and I’d never experienced the hatred , rage and abuse which my fiancé poured on me and from which I couldn’t escape because of his threats to ‘find” me wherever I escaped to and murder me if I didn’t marry him. I ended up being married by this AG pastor. Shockingly, there was no concern nor discernment for my well-being and that they should certainly not endorse a marriage to such a man with such demonic oppression! I can’t tell you what this did for my belief in the “heavenly” Father who is supposed to love and protect me!

Jer 23 1&2 Woe to the shepherds who are destroying and scattering the sheep of My pasture!” declares the LORD. 2Therefore thus says the LORD God of Israel concerning the shepherds who are tending My people: “You have scattered My flock and driven them away, and have not attended to them; behold, I am about to attend to you for the evil of your deeds,” declares the LORD

God help you pastors which have allowed your sheep to be torn and butchered by satan and his demon spirits! I would n’t want to be you when you have to give an account before the GREAT judge Jesus Christ at the bema Seat.

Fast forward to the next phase of my growth. I had enough of the shallowness and lack of true Exousia anointing that I so desperately needed as a victim of child abuse and now domestic violence and abandonment-divorce. I met someone who said that Calvary Chapel in Old bridge was a good church. Though hesitant, I decided to go because I needed fellowship and healing from two bad Christian experiences. Because of my giftings in voice and worship, I connected with the worship pastor, (no name). He saw my love for Christ and my talent as a singer-songwriter and encouraged me to sit under Pastor Lloyd’s teachings. Eventually, I could apply to be one of the worship leaders.

I won’t apologize for the length of this expose because it’s time the sin in AG and other large churches be exposed. This is why America has declined in her godly heritage. I had to share this grievance, (because of a recent wounding-abuse of a beloved brother and AG pastor). He shared his story with me in confidence. Upon praying about this, ( I shared some fo my abuses) Abba compelled me to share this with the body of Christ. So they see the reality of their sin, guilt and repent. The axe is coming down very soon. Who knows whether Father will grant us grace to partake of the great revival harvest. But…there won’t be any harvest or revival with a church that is filthy with adultery, greed for money, controlling-intimidation weaker sheep, apathy regarding the murder or our unborn babies and the stronghold of Homosexuality in our nation.

Brothers and sisters…REPENT and turn from your sin. Ask Holy Spirit if deception has risen as a barrier blocking Holy Spirit’s voice.

What is most urgent here is the necessity to bring more souls into His kingdom. Satan’s MO has surely been to use Father’s pastors and leaders to bar people from getting into the kingdom.

Getting back to Calvary, Old bridge, a few months later, this worship pastor seemed to ignore me anytime I asked about leading worship. I was puzzled at his change of attitude towards me, but was patient. A few weeks later after not seeing him on stage with the worship team, I asked someone what happened to pastor. They told me he was ousted for having an affair with one of the female worship leaders! So much for Calvary Chapel, Old bridge. (BTW, they do not believe in the heavenly Holy Spirit language or prophetic giftings) . I was again devastated and disgusted. I was desperate for fellowship and like-minded believers to sing and evangelize with. I shared my experience with a sister from our former AG congregation and she told me she was attending another AG in another Monmouth county town.

It was great to be back with some of my former sisters. The new pastor and his wife were flowing in the true gifts of the Holy Spirit. I met a wonderful Christian man and was married by this pastor. Then he had to leave about eight months later and another pastor cane. At first, he seemed genuinely led by Holy Spirit. I had to start all over with proving myself as a worship leader and waited for Holy Spirit to reveal my calling to this pastor. I sought Abba’s presence more and more and Father answered my prayer for Holy Spirit to used my gift as worship leader for the edifying of that body.

Several times, I during my leading of worship, (and seeing people’s hearts being moved) that this pastor often would interrupt or quench Holy Spirit’s presence. I felt Holy Spirit being “grieved” and shared my concerns with other worship leaders and elders. They noticed also and were upset. This particular church desperate needed Holy Spirit’s ministry because there was mcuh apathy and lack of discernment, members enslaved to depression and even demonic spirits coming in through its own members! This was a very sick church and there would be no transformation or healing with sin in the camp!

Another sick episode in this church happened with another pastor, (who is now my present pastor, a highly anointed and spirit-filled women of God) The pastor at AG gave permission for her to have a worship service there and upon arriving she saw in t before she could even enter, she had to rebuke and break yokes of demons that were around this AG church!! I was quite surprised when she confided in me. I’ve heard too many horror stories about Kundalini spirits and AG people not having the real Holy Spirit.

The last straw on my back regarding these lukewarm and soon-to-be-judged churches is my dear pastor friend who was ousted for confronting adultery (adultery seems to be a favorite sin and rampant in these churches including AG churches). I met this precious and true man of God through the former-mentioned pastor at the AG church where I led worship. He was convicted by my true anointing and tried to get rid of me by offering me to this pastor friend of mine who was staring a new church in Ocean county. (No names). Strangely, the church didn’t take off and a year later had to be closed.

My pastor friend then took a position at another very large AG church in Ocean county. He was there a while but then a problem arose with the senior pastor having an affair with another woman My pastor friend confronted the leadership about this. He also reported them to AG headquarters. My pastor friend’s wife suddenly died and rather than the leadership of this church supporting him through his loss, he was rebuked, snubbed. (and now black-balled)!!!

I am ( but even more so Jehovah, Yashuah Jesus and Holy Spirit) sick of this evil and sick of all the sin in God’s house. I share this with the AG leadership ( and every church who proclaims Christ as Lord and King of the world) as Holy Spirit leads me so that there can be repentance and healing in the Body of Christ. Yashuah seeks a church without spot or wrinkle and if anyone thinks that He ignores these transgressions, they are very mistaken. I urge you all to repent. My physical body has been severely damaged by all the demonic attacks and trauma while being a part of a Pentecostal-evangelistic AG environment. I still am paying dearly with a neurological condition called Dystonia, no doubt by all this evil and trying to oppose countless and relentless satanic attacks because I desire God’s presence and Holiness MORE than anything in this world, (as well as my pastor friend who I’m helping to strengthen and heal)..

BTW, what ever happened to giving a public apology to the body and to all people?

Please do not ignore this letter or retaliate by unbelief, apathy, or black-balling saints who desire Abba’s presence and desire to be holy. . Christ is coming VERY soon and we’ better repent NOW, clean up our acts and be ready to prepare ourselves as Jesus Yashuah’s virgin bride. Amen and amen!

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