THE OUTPOURING


I woke up this morning, after a peaceful and quiet Thanksgiving day with my husband), preparing to start my usual day in worship and prayer.This Thanksgiving, I didn’t get distressed and depressed about not being able to enjoy the company of my precious mother and three younger sisters. Some day, soon, I’d forever my family’s company in  eternity. I briefly scanned my FB page to see if there were any emergency prayers and quickly jumped to check my gmail mailbox. My  husband sent me a newsletter from his pastor freind.

One in particular disturbed me and caused my stomach to turn violently. It was this type of email that caused me to lose my appetite and drop weight, despite eating the highest quality foods I could stand. Halfway into the startling video, I stopped to pray. “Holy Spirit, how can we pray against this deluge of evil?”

As I continued to watch the demonic scenes of violence, I became queasy and had to leave the room. One reported mentioned a seven year old girl who was brutally raped right in a playground just a few yards from her mother!  The suffering of the victims of the Sweden, Germany (and whole region of Europe) was staggering beyond my comprehension! The refugee-immigrant deluge was causing atrocious suffering beyond anything I’d heard of. I watched the video to the end and then went back to  YOUTUBE to get more information.                                                                            http://www.breitbart.com/london/2015/11/11/watch-anti-migrant-video-going-viral-across-europe/

Another journalist on Youtube, Martin shared his similiar report.

The next video was from INFO WARS, (Alex Jones ) As a journalist and advocate of human rights, I have a responsibility to inform. i never seek to frighten  but know that  exposing the truth will bring us to a place of surrendered reliance on the only one who can protect and strengthen us through these perilous times! We women and children will suffer the most from this Muslim onslaught. If we rebel against  their Sharia law, we will be ambushed, beaten and raped right on our streets. We must wake up to the fact and take action, through fasting and great effectual prayer. The threat is real and it IS coming right here to the United States unless the body of Christ wakes up and  takes the spiritual offense!

And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force. Mat 11:12

Our world is suffering great demonic violence and it is up to God’s people to violently push back,

In  the aforementioned video, a Muslim young man stated, ” I want to see every woman in this country covered from head to toe. I want to see every hand of the thief cut of. I want to see adulterers stoned to death. I want to see Shariah Law in Europe and I want to see America as well.”

America is in serious trouble because God’s people have allowed the atheists and God-haters to pull out prayer from our schools and  not opposed the abortionists from it’s  relentless bloodshed. God’s cup of wrath  is about overflowed and judgement is imminent. The only ones who’ll not incur the wrath be be His children who have borne the weight of of our corporate evil and apathy.  My heart is grieving for the impending civil war, ( which may be the bloodiest in world-wide history) war which will result in millions  dying in their sin and  separated from God and His  glorious eternal life. Brothers and sisters, our main urgency must be touching souls and leading them to Christ. Including the Muslims, terrorists and enemies of the Gospel. Jesus told us to pray for our enemies and them who persecute us. This can only be done by purifying our hearts and hands as we intercede on behalf of the lost, asking Holy spirit to come as precious cloud of salvation and healing!

My dear spiritual father and mentor, Augusto Perez, The Appearance Ministries  reported on his blogtalk radio station, that we must not take the bait. What bait? The bait by “testosterone-driven and enraged” sheriffs, law enforcement and lone-vigilantes to violently rebel and take up arms in defense of their constitutional rights and patriotism. Most patriots, Texans and NRA members who won’t surrender to  Sharia Law and would fight at any cost including their lives. I pray that we can avert such a catastrophic tsunami of bloodshed through our deepest repentance and cries for God’s mercy in America.

We need to beseech Holy Spirit’s divine counsel and guidance on how to address the shariah threat in America.  counsel to address the  Shariah threat when it does comes to America.  Untold millions will be  die as a result of the  revolution against our constitutional rights. I urge all of God’s people, to start praying, fasting and seeking the Lord as never before. We are facing a hurricane of unprecedented magnitude. I also pray that my FB  Christian brethren wake up to the reality of serious threats which face us today, (not to mention other devastating health and climate threats from GMO and cloning). These are for another post.

God’s people are the only thing holding back this tsunami of evil  (ISIS),  but since this monster is gaining strength daily by thousands of new recruits, we need more prayer warriors to commit to prayer for souls and Father’s heavenly intervention.  We cannot reverse God’s decree of Judgement, but we can lessen the totality and severity.

I would also like to see other pastors, nationally arising and addressing the refugee issue and getting their flocks armed and prepared in great fasting and prayer for the outpouring of the Holy Spirit, in America and  globally. I’m so thankful for Pastor Augusto,: The Appearance Ministries, Pastor Elias Fargas, Kingdom Epic center, Ray Thoman: Hia Ministries, Daniel Holdings, Larry Taylor,  Steve Quayle, Tom Horn  and many other watchmen who are blowing the  trumpet and warning us. We need to uphold our watchmen in great prayer for their protection and for exposing the enemies plans for the greatest genocidal-revolution, (Christians and Jews, as well as anyone who opposes Shariah ideology-invasion). that ever was.

http://www.breitbart.com/london/2015/11/11/watch-anti-migrant-video-going-viral-across-europe/

Prayer: Father God, Creator of the Universe and our mighty,  high tower and shield, we ask You to deploy your myriad angels to war against the hosts of hell.  As we pray, guide us with Your divine counsel and revelation so we may push back and overcome the onslaught of the enemy,. His plans are to ambush and  lasso millions more  souls into eternal damnation. please let not this outpouring of evil continue to mushroom, in huge swaths of territories abroad, in Europe, the middle East, Africa and North America. Let there be an outpouring of the Holy Spirit that has never been seen. Come Holy Spirit,  let your truth, revelation and salvation  fall like a fresh rain over the seething masses. Right now, Abba Father, release your divine angels to assist your people who are called by your name, for victory and so that  souls can be sealed for an eternal destiny with You! Thank you Jesus, Captain of the Host, for raising  your people in victory. We seal this prayer in  the matchless name of Jesus, amen.

 

TIME to CLEAN UP, CHURCH!


large church congregationI write this letter with a HEAVY heart and more than 31 years later! Judgment is coming to America and as Scripture says, Judgment first starts in Abba Jehovah’s own house and people.

I am an intercessor prophetic journalist and worship leader (ordained by Pentecostal-spirit-filled pastor-elders and have been in Fathers service since 1983) passionate for Father God, Yashuah Jesus and especially to see Holy Spirit move, walk in miracles, healing and repentance- revival. My anguished travailing for America’s fate-destiny and particularly, Christ’s Bride, has led me to deep place in Him. Watching Christian TV and seeing many of the famous TV pastors and evangelists with massive congregations, wouldn’t we expect this many people to heavily holily influence our present society, the media and politics. Would our influence change the ever-contaminated sinfulness of our nation After all, Jesus declared us to be a city on a hill.

I came to Christ as a non-practicing Catholic, invited to a small Pentecostal church in Toms River, NJ. A young Jehovah’s witness man wanted to court me, but I felt something wasn’t right with his religion. Father led me to Pentecostalism-spirit-filled life and I was never the same. I found myself transformed in many ways, even though Abba had me endure many fiery trials. Only a year into attending this tiny congregation, (of about 15 adults, 7 children ) our church erupted in a scandal. Our beloved pastor had adultery with 3 of the deaconesses, a homosexual relationship and molested several of the children!! Many of us were so traumatized that we could function for weeks! Many of the new believer left Christ and I watched as their unattended wounds became fodder for atheism and hating all which had to do with Jesus.

Somehow I had an inkling that this Jesus I read about and served was nothing like the leaders I sat under. I continued my joyful evangelism in the nursing homes and hospitals. I was hungry for more of my Jesus. I followed two spirit-filled sisters from my former church to a Monmouth county AG. I rejoiced to once again have a family. (My own blood family was ripped apart by child abuse, foster care and divorce).

I enjoyed about another year with my new family and enrolled in college where I met a charming guy. I was passionate about Jesus and evangelizing wherever I went. The guy was attracted to holy Spirit’s joy in me and we started to spend time together in God’s word and Bible study. Unbeknownst to me, he had some serious baggage. I ended up courting him (in ignorance about being “unequally yoked) . Fast forward to my second deep spiritual wounding. My fiance’s baggage was involvement in the occult and witchcraft. His salivation prayer and baptism of Holy Spirit at a Terry Talbot concert was not enough to deliver him from satan’s grasp. I was caught in a vicious and deadly fight for my spiritual freedom and life!

The shocking thing is that my 60-something AG pastor and his son, (as well as 4 elders and deacons) were unable to cast out a witch-craft-demoniac spirit from my fiance. I was only three years old in my faith and I’d never experienced the hatred , rage and abuse which my fiancé poured on me and from which I couldn’t escape because of his threats to ‘find” me wherever I escaped to and murder me if I didn’t marry him. I ended up being married by this AG pastor. Shockingly, there was no concern nor discernment for my well-being and that they should certainly not endorse a marriage to such a man with such demonic oppression! I can’t tell you what this did for my belief in the “heavenly” Father who is supposed to love and protect me!

Jer 23 1&2 Woe to the shepherds who are destroying and scattering the sheep of My pasture!” declares the LORD. 2Therefore thus says the LORD God of Israel concerning the shepherds who are tending My people: “You have scattered My flock and driven them away, and have not attended to them; behold, I am about to attend to you for the evil of your deeds,” declares the LORD

God help you pastors which have allowed your sheep to be torn and butchered by satan and his demon spirits! I would n’t want to be you when you have to give an account before the GREAT judge Jesus Christ at the bema Seat.

Fast forward to the next phase of my growth. I had enough of the shallowness and lack of true Exousia anointing that I so desperately needed as a victim of child abuse and now domestic violence and abandonment-divorce. I met someone who said that Calvary Chapel in Old bridge was a good church. Though hesitant, I decided to go because I needed fellowship and healing from two bad Christian experiences. Because of my giftings in voice and worship, I connected with the worship pastor, (no name). He saw my love for Christ and my talent as a singer-songwriter and encouraged me to sit under Pastor Lloyd’s teachings. Eventually, I could apply to be one of the worship leaders.

I won’t apologize for the length of this expose because it’s time the sin in AG and other large churches be exposed. This is why America has declined in her godly heritage. I had to share this grievance, (because of a recent wounding-abuse of a beloved brother and AG pastor). He shared his story with me in confidence. Upon praying about this, ( I shared some fo my abuses) Abba compelled me to share this with the body of Christ. So they see the reality of their sin, guilt and repent. The axe is coming down very soon. Who knows whether Father will grant us grace to partake of the great revival harvest. But…there won’t be any harvest or revival with a church that is filthy with adultery, greed for money, controlling-intimidation weaker sheep, apathy regarding the murder or our unborn babies and the stronghold of Homosexuality in our nation.

Brothers and sisters…REPENT and turn from your sin. Ask Holy Spirit if deception has risen as a barrier blocking Holy Spirit’s voice.

What is most urgent here is the necessity to bring more souls into His kingdom. Satan’s MO has surely been to use Father’s pastors and leaders to bar people from getting into the kingdom.

Getting back to Calvary, Old bridge, a few months later, this worship pastor seemed to ignore me anytime I asked about leading worship. I was puzzled at his change of attitude towards me, but was patient. A few weeks later after not seeing him on stage with the worship team, I asked someone what happened to pastor. They told me he was ousted for having an affair with one of the female worship leaders! So much for Calvary Chapel, Old bridge. (BTW, they do not believe in the heavenly Holy Spirit language or prophetic giftings) . I was again devastated and disgusted. I was desperate for fellowship and like-minded believers to sing and evangelize with. I shared my experience with a sister from our former AG congregation and she told me she was attending another AG in another Monmouth county town.

It was great to be back with some of my former sisters. The new pastor and his wife were flowing in the true gifts of the Holy Spirit. I met a wonderful Christian man and was married by this pastor. Then he had to leave about eight months later and another pastor cane. At first, he seemed genuinely led by Holy Spirit. I had to start all over with proving myself as a worship leader and waited for Holy Spirit to reveal my calling to this pastor. I sought Abba’s presence more and more and Father answered my prayer for Holy Spirit to used my gift as worship leader for the edifying of that body.

Several times, I during my leading of worship, (and seeing people’s hearts being moved) that this pastor often would interrupt or quench Holy Spirit’s presence. I felt Holy Spirit being “grieved” and shared my concerns with other worship leaders and elders. They noticed also and were upset. This particular church desperate needed Holy Spirit’s ministry because there was mcuh apathy and lack of discernment, members enslaved to depression and even demonic spirits coming in through its own members! This was a very sick church and there would be no transformation or healing with sin in the camp!

Another sick episode in this church happened with another pastor, (who is now my present pastor, a highly anointed and spirit-filled women of God) The pastor at AG gave permission for her to have a worship service there and upon arriving she saw in t before she could even enter, she had to rebuke and break yokes of demons that were around this AG church!! I was quite surprised when she confided in me. I’ve heard too many horror stories about Kundalini spirits and AG people not having the real Holy Spirit.

The last straw on my back regarding these lukewarm and soon-to-be-judged churches is my dear pastor friend who was ousted for confronting adultery (adultery seems to be a favorite sin and rampant in these churches including AG churches). I met this precious and true man of God through the former-mentioned pastor at the AG church where I led worship. He was convicted by my true anointing and tried to get rid of me by offering me to this pastor friend of mine who was staring a new church in Ocean county. (No names). Strangely, the church didn’t take off and a year later had to be closed.

My pastor friend then took a position at another very large AG church in Ocean county. He was there a while but then a problem arose with the senior pastor having an affair with another woman My pastor friend confronted the leadership about this. He also reported them to AG headquarters. My pastor friend’s wife suddenly died and rather than the leadership of this church supporting him through his loss, he was rebuked, snubbed. (and now black-balled)!!!

I am ( but even more so Jehovah, Yashuah Jesus and Holy Spirit) sick of this evil and sick of all the sin in God’s house. I share this with the AG leadership ( and every church who proclaims Christ as Lord and King of the world) as Holy Spirit leads me so that there can be repentance and healing in the Body of Christ. Yashuah seeks a church without spot or wrinkle and if anyone thinks that He ignores these transgressions, they are very mistaken. I urge you all to repent. My physical body has been severely damaged by all the demonic attacks and trauma while being a part of a Pentecostal-evangelistic AG environment. I still am paying dearly with a neurological condition called Dystonia, no doubt by all this evil and trying to oppose countless and relentless satanic attacks because I desire God’s presence and Holiness MORE than anything in this world, (as well as my pastor friend who I’m helping to strengthen and heal)..

BTW, what ever happened to giving a public apology to the body and to all people?

Please do not ignore this letter or retaliate by unbelief, apathy, or black-balling saints who desire Abba’s presence and desire to be holy. . Christ is coming VERY soon and we’ better repent NOW, clean up our acts and be ready to prepare ourselves as Jesus Yashuah’s virgin bride. Amen and amen!

FALL of AMERICA


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Here is my response to the latest Hagman & Hagman Report radio broadcast. I highly respect the knowledge and insight you all share with us.
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The body of Christ, today and (all throughout Biblical history), has taken a Que Sera Sera“ attitude. It really saddens me that few pastors recognize the need for total and drastic act of repentance and a 180 degree turnaround. This happened because of the lukewarm Christian influences of our parents and grandparents who should have changed the course of our nation by opposing the evil trend and the aggressive advances of the atheistic. They succeeded in the banning of prayer in schools and the passing of the Roe VS Wade bill.

All this has precipitated more and more rampant immorality, sex-trafficking, the casual and unprecedented murder of unborn children, pornography and every other abomination condemned by Yahweh God in the law He gave to Moses. We’ve habitually shirked the responsibility to confront and deal with personal and corporate sin, with no concern about the consequences which will affect our children and grandchildren/ We shouldn’t be concerned about loss of our material possessions when the Tsunami of chastisement comes, but breaking covenant with our Holy and gracious Heavenly Father. We have slapped Him in His face with our disrespect and hatred..

For the life of me, I wonder where is compassion and concern for the next generation? Many of us will be dead and/or in glory, enjoying the perfection of heaven, but what about our precious children and grandchildren. I ask all you married men. It is your responsibility as commanded by God to nurture and protect the interests and safety of your wives and children. I pray Holy Spirit will convict every Christian man in America to start fasting and praying in your heavenly language so Holy Spirit will guide your choices as turbulent economic, social and terrestrial changes threatens to transform our lives as we know it today. No doom and gloom here, just analyzing and reminding everyone.

2 Chron. 7:14, If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.

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God’s “true” children are more than able to impact and change the direction and destiny of this nation, but there are many pious “macho” pastors who delight to see the chastisement and annihilation of the American people), which includes precious children, the elderly, disabled and “good” non-believers). Other brethren who are buried in temporal and tangible endeavors, lusts and/or of activities which have no beneficial value to humanity,(or to their families and communities) have little interest in God’s modern prophets dire warnings to repent and change our ways!

aftermath of HiroshimaAmerica could soon look like this picture of Hiroshima after the first atomic bomb hit. This time, Iran, China or Russia would be glad to be the first to nuke  an American city.
I watch, with great sorrow and anxiety for some inkling of resolve by the church to shift the degree of severity and totality of the approaching tempest. Just research what is happening with Greece . We are next! Why am I so passionate to share this with the body of Christ? Because Jehovah desires mercy and not judgement.

Hosea: 6:6 Therefore I have hewn them in pieces by the prophets; I have slain them by the words of My mouth; And the judgments on you are like the light that goes forth. 6For I delight in loyalty rather than sacrifice, And in the knowledge of God rather than burnt offerings. 7But like Adam they have transgressed the covenant; There they have dealt treacherously against Me.…

Many ask, “How could a loving God be so cruel? Why would God punish with such unquenchable wrath and completeness,”?

The main problem with us is we’ve had so many blessings, are so wealthy and have everything imaginable at our disposal that we believe in that “entitlement” mentality. Our godly forefathers waged a great warfare and paid a great price for our emancipation from the tyranny of England’s monarchy.

I happen to love America, as also my dearest friend, Pastor Augusto Perez shared on His blog radio broadcast. We are both of Latino descent and from the “old” school of life. Augusto’s’ father had to take his family quickly to escape the threatening tyranny of Fidel Castro in Cuba, when he took office on February 16, 1959..Fidel’s ruthless coup d’etat crushed any idea of Cuban families to live and enjoy their former lives! .

In comparison, my father, Teofilo Ferrer Cepeda, a dark-skinned, soft-spoken Puerto-Rican and gifted entrepreneur, sought to give his family a better life in America. He came from a dirt poor background, teaching himself fine skills in graphic art and design. His faith and dreams were rewarded by the great God, Jehovah that he faithfully served, My father taught us to revere the earth God gave us, to have integrity and love hard work. He believed that when attaining wealth or provision through honest, hard work, God would reward.

God ordained work and Adam and Eve were encourage to tend the Garden of Eden. Honest hard work, living withing ones means and appreciation of every blessing and provision seems to be a lost art.

I keep hearing my brethren declare, “God is in control.” And yes He is, but He has also given His people and everyone on earth the responsibility and privilege of choice. The body of Christ can choose whether to say “Whatever, Lord” and make no effort to provide for the widows, the orphans and the broken and set the precedence of righteousness and justice for the oppressed. That neglect is what has brought our Holy and righteous Father to the edge of boiling rage… and that volcano of rage is about to explode!

If only pastors and shepherds would follow the lead of the great Biblical leaders, like Moses, Nehemiah, Ezra and King Jehoshaphat who incepted great reformation and revival during their tenures.It is imperative that God’s modern prophets sound the trumpet and warn the people, but we should have sought first God and studied Nehemiah’s model and direction.

The hour is late. God only knows if America will be here tomorrow.Not

Note: to my loyal readers, please forgive  the typos and errors on my latest post. Something strange has happened ALL day, myriad distractions, and especially this wordpress program seems to have a mind of its own! After going back to read my post, I was horrified to find fragmented sentences, misspellings, and grammar errors, after  wordpress was supposed to recognize and have the typos in RED I don’t know what’s going on, but this looks very bad for an accomplished writer. I hope tthis time, you have a better-edited  revision. Shalom!

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