NAVIGATING COVID 19


 

Today, I am focusing my blog on  navigating the Covid-19 trap, by strengthening the immune system. Hearing about all the unnecessary deaths and suffering has been  distressing for me, but even more so the utter laxness and unwillingness for people to discipline themselves  and implement powerful health and immune system strategies. My husband Mark and I have been passionate about preventative  and natural medicine.  ever since we both had catastrophic health assaults which  made our fatigue staggering and our productivity nearly unmanageable.

I enjoyed decent health right after graduating from college and soon was  enthusiastically hired by regional supervisors who were impressed by my college studies and my vivacious and infectious  joy.  They could see that I loved people and seeing them thrive.  I enjoyed my new position as Behavior Modification counselor at Nutri-System Weight Loss centers, and  my reputation as an inspirational weight loss counselor so preceded me, that there was a waiting list to attend my classes!  Even though I’ve had a tough  almost 14 years completely recovering from Oro-Mandibular Dystonia, my disciplined health lifestyle;e has rewarded me with many successful and inspirational projects and endeavors., (by the grace of the good Lord)!  You can still chase your dreams and contribute to society despite a catastrophic illness, like Covid-19, Lyme Disease, Mold Illness or Mercury poisoning.  It is entirely unnecessary for so many unhealthy people  to suffer needlessly and I can’t stress enough the importance of diligence, commitment and focus if we are to avoid succumbing to  Covid-19.

This blog is devoted to those of us  filling our idle time sitting at the computer all day,  surfing  for trivia. I urge you to pay close attention to the information I am about to share with you as it will affect the quality of you and your loved ones lives . It’s been prophesied that our lives will never be the same as before Covid-19 and it certainly won’t  because of economic, our food supply and our health. My late father always chided “When you have your health, you have everything”.  In a way , he spoke truth.  When I was constantly barraged by lung ailments, from the Lyme antibiotics, my whole life and attitude changed and I had to struggle to keep motivated and positive. I found myself isolated and fragile every time I caught someone’s cold which always  became Bronchitis. To make things worse I had allergies, hay fever and a heart  murmur. I probably would not be alive today if it weren’t for  a  compassionate holistic chiropractor, Dr Kelly, who introduced me to natural healing and medicine.  His protocol led me on a life long journey of understanding and applying principals of supplementation, exercise, detoxing and  God’s precepts

https://www.naturalnews.com/2020-05-07-end-the-lockdowns-launch-the-takedowns.html

I won’t go to great lengths with this blog, because what Mike Adams shares today is cut and dry. He urges strengthening your immune system with supplementation, daily  exercise and sunshine. God truly has given us everything we need and yet people sill ignore the basics.   We do not have to succumb to Covid-19 if we change our present ways diet and health. It seems too many of us  have a lax attitude about our bodies and health.

One of my prayer warrior sisters, shared her grief that over 15 bishops  in her community who died of Covid-19. That would make me question if they were obese, on high blood pressure medication or had an underlying health issue which would indeed make them vulnerable to the Corona virus. People, we need to wake up. Everything we eat and drink affects us sooner or later. We may insist on eating pork, fatty junk food, soda laced with Splenda,  GMO tainted foods. (and we may even bless our meal). but in the long run, they will affect us. Everything is allowable, but not everything is beneficial!

Check the weight-weight chats here to see if you are on target:

https://www.healthchecksystems.com/heightweightchart.htm

it would behoove us to research the drug our doctor prescribe us because  they may cause more problems than  benefits.  Most of the drugs have serious side effects   For some, drug are saving their lives  Some must stay on their medications for a while, so going off cold turkey should never be done without conferring with your trusted physician. With dietary changes, plenty of rest and fresh air,  natural supplements may improve the health.

I hope this article will inspire you to not fear taking that first step making the past, I’ve been hostilely responded to because of my alarm for a friend who suddenly  became ill or died.  Again, I say, Don’t shoot the messenger for my concern is for your health, safety and longevity.  The closer you are to the medical- height-weight charts, the better for you to maintain optimal vigor . I highly URGE everyone reading this to take special measures in your attention to your and your loved ones health!. Mark and I have had to watch many overweight loved ones die unnecessary and painful deaths because they refused to listen to good health and spiritual counsel.

Among the many natural doctors who  confirm  strengthening your immune system against Covid-19 you can GOOGLE Dr Mercola, Dr Shiva, Dr Oz, Dr Don Colbert and many others. Most of all, the lord Jesus took ALL our infirmities upon Himself and by His stripes e were healed.  Jesus should be the first one we come to when we need healing. I’m sharing a powerful prayer with you from my precious deliverance counselors, Ministers Ken and Sylvia Thornberg.

PLEASE FWD this arhttps://vimeo.com/402367755ticle to your Social media timelines or via email or any communication platform you have available.  More than ever, we let us be concerned enough to share relevant information which can save the lives of many! We are facing a VERY daunting future if we do NOT change our ways , strategies and thinking. God bless you all and may our gracious God Jehovah and Jesus indue us with all wisdom and counsel from above. Fear NOT, he is with you!

OUR HIDING PLACE


                FASTING and WEEPING

                             Psalm 32 7-9

    “You are my hiding place; you shall preserve me from trouble; you shall surround me about with songs of deliverance. Selah. I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you shall go: I will guide you with my eye. Be you not as the horse, or as the mule, which have no understanding: whose mouth must be held in with bit and bridle, else they come not near unto you.”

We are living in unprecedented times, reminiscent of the plight faced by the Jewish people in Europe during Hitler’s diabolical reign. As  vivid memories flood my mind about Schindler’s list and some of the documentary’s  about the holocaust, my heart grows deeply concerned for my  fellow Americans, as well as every person on this planet.

I’m all too familiar with the plight of those  imprisoned by social-communist governments. Amazingly, despite the vast amounts of  information available through the internet,  many still bury their heads in the sand as we face the possibility of our  current standard of living and lifestyle catapulting us into the watchful, scrutinizing eyes of Big Brother. My heart trembles as i listen to Celeste Solum, (The Celestial Report)  Deborah Tavares, ( Stop the Crime,)  and Pastor Augusto Perez , (Appearance Ministries), Mike Adams, (Health Ranger, Natural News)  discuss the repercussions of  what our future could be like because of our prayerlessness and apathy.

It is coming folks, if we continue to accept the fear-mongering  death prophecies of the liberal media, (and Bill Gates, Dr Fauci ) rather that what the God of the Universe Jehovah says in His word. I know many of you are fearful and you jut do NOT want to hear about or read such bad news.  Here’s what the Bible says about the fearful and unbelieving.

         Rev. 21:8

      But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.

This is a short blog, but the most important message I wish to share is valuable information Pastor Monty Mulkey shared on Shelia Zilinski’s podcast. My pastor, Augusto Perez, The Appearance Ministries  also host his weekly Mailbag Show and End Time Reports about current events. It would behoove everyone to listen closely and takes notes for the health and safety of your family. If you take no action, you will indeed suffer some grave circumstances. and your precious family will suffer because of your refusal to prepare.

What is the Corona Virus and how can I protect myself and my family?

https://podbay.fm/podcast/960689559

We should be praying and fasting, as Queen Esther did when the  Jews were faced with annihilation. And we are also facing annihilation if we do nothing. We have a responsibilty to be aware, prayerful and prepare.

They’re coming for your children”

And to end with some good news from Dr Shiva, who gives us truth about the Big Pharma industry.

So, I will  end for now and don’t forget to share this valuable information. I will end with an encouraging promise from our Heavenly Father.

Isaiah 41:10

Do not fear, for I am with you; do not be afraid, for I am your God. I will strengthen you; I will surely help you; I will uphold you with My right hand of righteousness.

Now is the time to ask Christ  into your life and allow Him to be you and your family’s shelter!

 

BOOST


PSALM 91

We are well into Corona Virus  season and my heart breaks  hearing about so many precious people succumbing to this vicious enemy. I’m still a bit shell-shocked and  finding it hard to believe that after enduring almost 14 years of severe debilitation  from this  “movement” disorder and isolation, (almost no social life), my life is even more constricted.  Reality says that when you think things couldn’t get worse, they often  do!

Our administration, medical and science community and even spiritual leaders have been bombarding us with somber reports. Many of you may feel blind-sided,as if a weight has dropped on you. I feel  as if I’ve  been suddenly thrown into  a deep pit or prison cell that is slowly suffocating me. If we are truly  honest with ourselves, we probably feel the same way.
That all being said,  as one who refuses to accept limitations on my life, I  draw nearer to God for wisdom and insight on how to  rise above this occasion with expectation.  The word Boost emblazons itself to my thoughts.

verb
  1.  of measures to boost tourism”
    Similar:

    improve, raise, uplift, increase, augment, magnify, swell

    2.
    North American
    push from below.
    “Andy boosted him up high enough to reach the keys”

    Similar: lift, raise, hoist, push, thrust, shove, heave, elevate,

           Most of my life has been  as a salmon swimming against the current. Sink or swim are always the only options and in my choice of swimming against the current, the result has always been is strength and resilience. This was not always the case. Before I gave my life to Christ, I struggled with severe depression, hopelessness and sorrow because of my parents divorce and m being bullied in school. I was unable to overcome many trials, losses and crisis.  In April of 1982, the dark atmosphere of my life shifted  as I surrendered my life to Christ.. His  glorious light pierced through that implementable spiritual ceiling.
           Presently, a thick, impenetrable cloud hovers over our planet, holding  untold millions in captivity. We have two choices , succumb to shopelessness and fear or turn to the Almighty Loving Father Jehovah for help, comfort, provision and peace.
              One of my beloved pastors, Augusto Perez,  shared his heart on his weekly  radio broadcast, The Mailbag Show. She shared with us how last month he was planning  his upcoming missionary-ministry  itinerary. Not so, the Lord impressed on his heart.  God wanted Him to rest and think soberly about what was going ion in the world.
            If we discipline ourselves in the quietness of heart-soul examination, God will enlighten us with  strength and resolve to optimize this challenging season. This pivotal time will be a season of reevaluating:  our relationship with God, our loved ones  our purpose. This will be a time of soul-searching, scrutinizing our  values and  allowing an infinite God to transform our finite minds and hearts. It is a time to ask ourselves if we truly love our brother, not in word, but in compassionate deed. It will be a time to examine whether we truly are sons or daughters in covenant with Jehovah God.
       Pastor Augusto’s powerful March 31, 2020 broadcast.
             In our soul-searching for God’s wisdom, we will find that this Corona Virus season is not the whole picture. There is a much bigger agenda behind the scenes.  This is a wake-up call to all people to come out of the matrix and seek God’s truth.
          To those of you who have scorned and mocked conspiracy theory whistle blowers, now is the time to  do your research  and understand the implications of the global agenda through NWO and 5G.  The time of the apocalypse is now.

So getting back to the boost thing, God has always made a way for His people to thrive, even in the worst times of famine or plague.  The liberal media is busy fear-mongering and most of us are buying it. False deep state prophets prophesy the demise of our our economy and nation. Life as we know it will change forever. The grim report is that everything is against us, but … if God be for us who can be against us!? Rom 8:31.

https://www.naturalnews.com/2020-03-31-dr-paul-cottrell-talks-coronavirus-solutions-with-mike-adams-video-interview.html
        If you listened closely to Dr Cotrell’s video, he talks about being conscientious and meticulous about boosting the body’s defense system by natural, pure and drug less living.  Dr Cotrell looks 20 years younger because he started at a young age to research and learn about strengthening his body. There is no reason for so many people to lose their lives to this virus.  Now is the time to boost your knowledge of health. Research natural health supplements and  treatments. get out of the house, away from the TV and computer. Exercise, play sports with your kids. Get fresh air and sunshine. Vitamin D is  vital for immune health.
      Now is the time to boost your  spiritual atmosphere with shalom, praise and thanksgiving to God for your blessings. Compliment a stranger. Find encouraging things to speak to those around you. Studies have shown that cheerful people who say uplifting things to others are much more healthy than negative and critical people. Now is the time for humility regrading personal and national repentance.  If we look up…to God, He will boost us in his power, authority and hope. The ones who will endure and thrive throughout this Corona virus season will be those who humble themselves and draw near to Christ.
          God gave us  Moses’ greatest Psalm of protection-provision, Psalm 91 so we could confidently declare and boost our future and the future of our children and grandchildren. Let us stop accepting the negative words of death, economic distress, chaos and  fear.
      The word for this season is BOOST, BOOST,  BOOST. Boost your intimacy with God, boost the quality of your relationships. boost your creativity. Boost, your immune system. BOOST your energy levels. Boost your worth,  (declare boldly and confidently what God’s word says about you).    Boost your mind set, (Don’t stop setting goals for yourself even if you are housebound).  Boost your creativity and inventiveness, (write your book, or life story, Journal, compose poetry, start your garden, teach your kid to lay guitar or piano).
     The sky is the limit with God I pray this blog inspires you to adapt and soar upward to greatness, just as our grandparents survived and thrived during the depression. Your rest and provision lies in the shelter of the most high!
   1.  Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High
    will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.[
I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress,
    my God, in whom I trust.” Psalm 91 1&2
https://thecommonsenseshow.com/agenda-21-conspiracy-economics/analysis-nearly-every-person-dying-coronavirus-likely-has-these-three-things-common

TOO HEAVENLY-MINDED to Be ANY EARTHLY GOOD


Lamb's Blood on the lintel

https://www.patreon.com/posts/34495723

   So, the world watches with bated breath, the infamous momentum of the dreaded Corona Virus.  Today, I wish  to focus on God’s strategy for us to overcome the  demonic assaults mankind will suffer in the coming years. I will not  delve into the complicated realms of science and the Illuminati’s agenda for mankind, but will focus on Biblical strategies  that Father God has already equipped us with. The Corona Virus is not an invincible foe. Indeed, this  pandemic  could be the catalyst of  a global war on humanity, but God is more than able to equip His beloved Bride, (the remnant who walk in covenant with Him).

     God has blessed us with  devoted and anointed scientists, doctors and health advisers who share their wealth of knowledge and prepare us the coming difficult times.  Sadly, there are very few  who take seriously, (and apply the protocols) because of paranoia and  unsubstantiated mistrust of certain  conspiracy  theory icons.  When you finish reading this blog, I remind you, Don’t shoot the messenger and don’t allow a spirit of offense to blind you. One of my beloved pastors, Augusto Perez, always warns us, Don’t throw the baby out with the bath water. As mature, Holy Spirit-filled  children of God, we should be able to assimilate  good information and  discern truth from propaganda. Now, more than ever we need solid information to present to our family, friends, co-workers and neighbors.
          Celeste Solum’s video  explains what is happening environmentally, with our food and supplement system and with our health. She is an author, and former FEMA employee, who chronicles space and earth conditions that trigger the rise and fall of modern & ancient civilizations, calendars, and volatile economies. She is also a student of biblical prophecy. Celeste  urges us to be aware and understand what is going in our environment and take the necessary precautions and protocols.
       I’ve noticed while living in the semi-rural community of Browns Mills, NJ, we’ve observed: 1. most of the trees in our yard are covered by some kind of fungus. There are many stumps  also scattered around our yard, probably due to them dying of this same fungus.  2. Mark noticed  that many Browns Mills residents cars have license plates bearing the disability wheelchair  icon.  3. Our Mirror Lake is contaminated to the point  that fishing isn’t allowed.  4. Any  tap water we leave lying in the sink or our  dishwater basin overnight  starts to smell like sulfur and has a film.  We all should be concerned and watchful to take precautions for the  health of our children and pets.
           My passion and concern for our environment and health  has grown even more ,long after my graduation  with high honors, in the humanities and social studies from from Brookdale College. I share my research with as many as I can, especially those with challenged health and/or disabilities. My research has been confirmed often by many of the great natural heath practitioners, doctors  and scientists such as Dr  Joseph Mercola, Dr Josh Axe,  Dr Dietrich Klinghardt, and  our favorite health ranger, Mike Adams, (who Wikepedia has dubbed a conspiracy theorist and  Genetic literary  Project dubbed Mike as  everyone’s favorite Uber Quack).
            Obviously, many of these websites  do not want he public to be informed and  walking in good health and mental clarity. They want us to be  bed-ridden, disabled and/or mentally zombified. And we,  Children of the Most High God, are not exempt from the physical incapacitations of environmental  agents (GMO,  chem trails, Mercury amalgam fillings, vaccines, fluoridated water) and toxins . Just last year,  several devout Christian prayer warriors lost their battle with Cancer. Another, died at 55 from Wilson’s Disease, (Copper  build-up toxicity, which could have been helped by chelation).  Another  devoted Christian sister, suddenly died in her home at 58.  Weeks after her death, I was told  her dilapidated  mobile home was mold-infested.. I’m sure her diagnosed mold illness was responsible for her female reproductive problems. and monthly hemorrhaging.
         We are all being pummeled  relentlessly by assaults and many of God’s captains and generals  specifically have been targeted because of their  calling and their platform to inform and educate  the people in  defense warfare strategies. Folks, the government is not going to come to our rescue. It is our responsibility to research diligently and ask Holy Spirit’s guidance to thrive.  We are more than able to victor over the Corona virus or any plague that comes our way, just as the Israelites  painted their lintels with the blood of the Lamb (Jesus)  and the death angel passed by,  We are covered by Jesus’ blood.  Some of he more highly anointed healing( ministers are able to maintain divine health, (they rely on Christ’s atoning blood and Communion)  and it is our legal, spiritual  right. Psalm 91 declares the all-sufficiency of  Father Jehovah’s protection from everything, in the natural as well as spiritual realm, but For the most part, many of God’s people are not at that high spiritual level (of faith in Christ’s provision) and need help!  I often  remark that many of us are so heavenly-minded, we are no earthly good! Jesus Himself saw the hungry and weary throngs  need for tangible sustenance and  provided bread  for the people to eat. God’s people need to understand that many of small faith cannot attain the miraculous if they don’t believe it, and so He has provided doctors, scientists and scholars to help.
      If anyone  mocks some of the above mentioned doctors, I must say their protocols and research confirms the efficacy of anti-oxidants for immune health.  I am a living example of God’s grace because of my willingness to learn and apply principles of health,  exercise, pure living,  cleansing and detoxifying. People overcome by Carbon  monoxide poisoning often die or are permanently disabled. Most Lyme Disease and Mercury-metal poisoned people become disabled or die. I’m still standing,  having suffered all these maladies. My battle with Oromandibular-TMJ Dystonia  continues, but with God’s help and guidance,  I will overcome and regain energetic health!  I attribute my productive  life to, diligence and discipline, starting in my  20’s, and my staples have been and continues to be Vitamin C and the anti-oxidants, like E, A, K, B Complex, (as well as other herbs and supplements like, Cats Claw, Echinaccea, Grape seed extract, Beta Glucan, Manuka Honey (royal Jelly) .
          Mike Adams , Health Ranger, gave an informative interview  with Dr. Thomas Levy. who has proven that  Vitamin C is an amazing anti-oxidant. This a a must watch. Take notes and share this blog with friends and family if you wish to keep a strong immune system.
         I hope to continue bringing you all the best videos and articles from the  finest leaders in health and science because I maintain a love affair with people, just as Jesus, our Redeemer and savior has. How can we truly be His disciples if we do not share the Gospel and divine wisdom for our health and Spirit?
            Let us remember the prophet Daniel, who was so beloved by God because of his devout love, service  and obedience. Though carried away with his three Jewish friends into exile  and serving under pagan King Nebuchadnezzar, Daniel ‘s abilities were valuable. He  was highly gifted in the realms of mystical and esoteric  knowledge. How much more are God’s people today, endued with the divine wisdom and understanding from the Holy Spirit. Yes, we have the ability to walk in such high realms of wisdom as we face plagues, economic and environmental distress. The ones who hold the key to God’s heart are the intercessors who are the skeleton of this world. We are responsible to repent and cry out for humanity. How much more would we be ahead of the enemy’s game rather than behind the  eight ball. We should not be praying about past events, but about those approaching.
            I have been  deeply saddened to see that many of Facebook’s (health and Disease) groups have membership exceeding thousands!  I’ve seen very few healing ministers address to their flock invisible and insidious agents like toxic mold,  pesticides, Fungus,  Mercury tooth fillings, root canals, Inflammation, allergies  and Vaccines). Millions of people’s lives are diminished and some miserable because  these ailments are not addressed, thus the body’s are not healed and  and restored. It is time we grab the bull by the horns and take authority over these afflictions and teach the people how to overcome.
           It would also behoove us to take seriously the impending reports, however chilling and outrageous and realize that the Illuminati will go to any extreme to accomplish their demonic, genocidal-infanticide agenda. Maybe those conspiracy theorists know something we don’t? Maybe we need to stop throwing the baby out with the bath water! And maybe we need to get off our heavenly high horse and educate ourselves about medicine, science and our habitat, an amazingly complex world that our heavenly father created.
           And lastly as added by my dear husband, Mark May of recorded history’s actual conspiracies started out as conspiracy theories!

Miraculous Journey into Divine Healing and Re-creative Miracles


Let the redeemed of the LORD say so, Whom He has redeemed from the hand of the enemy, Psalm 107:2

Many of us on the Christian Lyme group, the Mold illness group and the Mercury poisoning group have suffered years of ill health, disability and despair. Many of you may have long lost your dreams and visions  I have often mourned losing so much  of my life, since 2007 t o the disabling symptoms of  Mercury poisoning and watched as my body was not getting better, but getting new symptoms.  Many of you are in a  state of despair or vacillating between  recovery or being in bondage to sickness. Some of us constantly ask, why am I still sick and setting worse?

While battling these negative questions yesterday,  Holy Spirit reminded me of the verse.

And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.  Mat 11:12 NKJV

Folks,  for some of us, the battle may be especially vicious and  many of us have done everything we can possibly think o do.  The fault is never God’s because it is his will for us the prosper and be in health.  As violently as the spirit of death assaulted us, so must we be more aggressive in our  resistance to the enemies assaults. We may have to be consistently militant and aware of our  authority and declarations! We may have  reassess prayer life and our mindsets, asking Holy Spirit to renew our minds. We must take an honest inventory of our faith, our identity. and especially the benefits that Christ has made available o us through His sacrifice at the cross. Thus, our stance must be absolutely relentless in opposition to everything that is not of God.

Minister Becky Dvorak  teaches us how o walk in hat authority and banish sickness and disease.  Her video is powerful and proves that our  we are not in bondage to sickness and death.

Here is my prayer for myself, my husband, Mark and my brothers and sisters on the Lyme, Mold Illness Dystonia, TMJ, and Mercury Poisoning groups and you can declare you own prayers for your friends, family and loved ones.

Prayer:

I am redeemed and I say so!
     I curse the wicked  Lyme, Babesia bacteria and biofim to the root. I renounce  Lyme, Dystonia, arthritis , mercury poisoning, Cipro poisoning, biofilm.  I overtake the curse of satan.
       I release the spirit of life and restoration to my body.. I command bacteria -ridden cells and  damaged nerves to be  recreated and cleansed by the blood of Jesus. I command my jaw joints to be relocated in their proper place. I command my Occipital vision, sensory, esophageal nerve  nerve to be restored. I command all synaptic  processes, all neurotransmitter responses and chemical amino acid processes to be reset and restored by he authority of the Lord Yashuah Jesus. In Jesus name, I overtake he curse of satan, his wicked work of mercury poisoning. They are null and void,

NOW…Envision going into the cellular realm.  I re;ease the spirit of life and I command new cells to be recreated. These cells are super-smart cells. Cancer, mercury, mold or Lyme cannot penetrate because these cells are super strong and they fight off every cancer, Lyme , chem trail of virus or infection,  I command tumors to shrivel up and die. Tumors  and Biofilm may  NOT  reproduce. Infections cannot  grow or live in this body. I believe I am Lyme free, Mold free, Babesia free, mercury-metal free, virus free, In Jesus, of Nazareth, he risen son of God ,who rose from the dead.  Thank you Jehovah Rappha, my healer

Remember: Life and  death is in the power of your tongue. Ask Holy Spirit to remind you, whenever you slip and speak any words or phrases that are contrary to His powerful words! Shalom, healing and Blessings to you, beloved brother or sister.

GROWING in EXCELLENCE


 

serenity prayer

I was pondering the rising incidence of violence, senseless murder, rioting and the present tendency to focus on negativity and hopelessness. It really troubles me that in spite of all our modern technology,  endless supply and choices of supplies, merchandise, food and modern conveniences, many of us Americans are still a miserable and unsatisfied bunch.  There are exceptions of course and we all do know people who greatly and positively influence their circle or community.

As a journalist, songwriter , artists and mentor, I take no greater delight than in seeing others flower and produce beautiful fruit! Many of us artists can be overly sensitive and prone to self-pity when hit by crushing trials or challenges, (like the deaths of loved ones and pets, loss of a job-career  or a catastrophic illness)  which greatly curtails and derails the path of our lives. I understand all these detours very well, having had  more than my share of difficult  seasons.  For many of us,  difficulties have stunted and left  us spinning our  wheels in neutral indefinitely, but for others,  we stay on course, focused on  our (and others) upward momentum of excellence.

As I thought about the futility, (and the sad waste of human intelligence)  of traversing the lower road of emotional stagnancy, bitterness and toxicity, I deem this blog to be of great necessity for many. I believe cultivating an excellent mindset is of great benefit to the world.. This article will be a but shorter than my usual blog posts  what award-winning anther, Travis Bradvbury’s article says about our brain-potential , 18 Signs You Have High Emotional Intelligence is so comprehensive an enlightening! Check out his article:

18 Signs You Have High Emotional Intelligence

I’m presently going through storms of very difficult relationship issues following the passing of my mother and the estrangement of a cherished  near-relative and it again causes me to soul-search ways that I can navigate and grow from this heartbreak of loss, disappointment and rejection. I want to say that I am confident that my faith in God and His kindness to me causes me to use my experiences and victories over depression to help others to become excellent and fruitful people and  encourage them to mentor others who have trouble navigating difficult relationships and  traumatic life events!. I’d applied one of my favorite Bible scriptures to my lifestyle, remembering to get out of myself and not focus on my selfish ambition or empty pride and to humble myself , considering others more important than myself. Phil 2 3&4 We all need to try to not focus  on our own interests all the time,  but to show interest in the interests of others. This is not easy to do for most of us, but is a skill and edifying trait which can be cultivated.

We would expects leaders or religious mentors to have the gift of edifying and encouragement , but this is not always the case. Many are  stressed-out and focused on their own endeavors. and some are even narcissistic.  I would just like the end this article with saying that mentoring, encouraging and building up broken people has been the most precious and gratifying  job I could be privileged to have! From my very early days in the 1980’s , as a young woman immersed in nursing home ministry , to prison ministry, to serving battered and dislocated women with Love in the name of Christ non-profit, to presently mentoring Lyme Disease and Dystonia sufferers, there is no greater love or joy than building up others. Empowering others strengthens families, our communities and our nation.

We must try to address the issues of suicide, mental illness, family estrangement and anarchy by prayer, unified outreach and especially asking God His wisdom to wrong the rights of this world. We will not see positive change in our families, communities and nation if we continue to relentlessly chase our own dreams with out  any interest or thought to intervene and help others when and if we can. I hope  Travis’s insightful article prompts you to a new level of high emotional intelligence and I know if more of us embrace some of the attributes, we will so enhance and build upon positively the atmosphere of our world!

THE DOOR


Jesus at the door

       We buried my mother, Helga, this past Saturday at Ely Funeral home, Neptune, NJ.  She passed away at her abode, Concord   Rehabilitation center, June 25, 2019 from over four years of Dementia symptoms  It became harder and harder to see my mother so diminish each time my husband, Mark and I visited her. Tears would start to well in my eyes and I had stop and take a deep breath, aching Holy Spirit to strengthen me. My anointed Taylor guitar in hand and Father’s ministering angels surrounding  us in her room, I started to sing beloved healing hymns of faith.  As I leaned heavily on Jesus, I felt peace come over me and started to prophecy in song about mom’s deliverance, healing and  emancipation from the foreboding WWII and Nazi memories of Germany. For too long those ghosts smothered my mother and Mark and I were not about to let her go into eternity without Christ’s covering.

It was  a devastating burden to to see  vicious and merciless Dementia rob my mother of her mind and body. When I received the call from my mother’s social worker and I shared the news with my closest intercessor sisters , I immediately felt strengthened as they spoke courage, strength and peace over my three sisters and I.

     Mom’s burial was a very private affair with only my 2 sisters, my aunt, cousin, niece and a handful of long-time family friends.         

THE DOOR        

Our gathering here today is not only to pay last respects and bid farewell to my mother, Helga Stenzil Ferrer, but also to give credence and glory to Almighty God for the opportunity to enter the door of eternal life and salvation in Christ Yashuah.  I wish to share with you the channels, starting from my girlhood to my mother’s passing, and how it can affect your life today and your own eternal destiny.

I discovered as a teenager that I was a non‑conformist. Never one to embrace legalistic tradition and religion, my spiritual probing always brought me to the edges of radical faith. A deeply introspective and sensitive girl, I found it hard to connect with both of my parents. I kept a diary where I was able to explore my thoughts without condemnation and ponder what my life would be if my family lived peacefully and lovingly with each other.

The day after mom’s death, a dam of countless sorrowful and unresolved events spewed forth, in particular the senseless way both my father and mother died. I’m sure some of you may have felt the weight upon the loss of a cherished loved one. You found yourself suddenly thrown into the reality of burial and funeral details. Mark and I have had our share of funerals and the burying of beloved pets. The recent loss of our beloved Tabby, Bikini drew me directly into God’s perspective, a divine revelation about the brevity of life. From this revelation came my blog, Teach Us to Number Our Days, Moses Psalm 90. How accurately Moses portrayed the brevity of our lives as he cried to God for wisdom to live life intimately with God.

And so, as I prepare for my Mother’s farewell and grieve for what could have been, God impresses me to meditate on John 10:9.  Jesus said “I am the door. If anyone enters by me, he will be saved and go in and out and find pasture”.

We’ve all heard about stories of girls and women caught in terrible events and left vulnerable and exposed. My mother, my sisters and I, (as well as innumerable girls and young women worldwide) bear the scars of rejection, abandonment and abuse‑neglect.  I’ve encountered many women in crisis during my mentoring tenure at Love Inc ,Christian non-profit ministry and understand their feelings of fear, isolation and hopelessness. Without a safe haven, and stability, there is no way to survive and move forward.  There were no doors of safety open for these victims. Statistics rise regarding suicides, nervous breakdowns domestic abuse and/or murder by husband. I am one of the blessed ones who had the sense to use the shreds of sense I had left, (after so many traumatic events) to make the wisest choice I could ever make …to ask for and enter Jesus door!

If only my mother Helga had the joy and relief to enter Jesus’ door. Difficulties abounded for her to the very end, but Mark and I are humbled and grateful to have the privilege of ministering to her through intercession and remission of her sins. We trusted that Father God, in His mercy would redeem her soul. We cried, asking Father to deploy battalions off warring and ministry angels to shatter the demonic bondage that threatened to keep her from eternal life in heaven. We believe Father heard our earnest supplication, for our battle for our loved ones souls is not tangible and earthly, but a spiritual battle. Eph 6:12

Jesus said, “I am the way, the truth and the life” and there is no way we can ever enter heaven without his shed blood as our redemption. Mark and I know that we (and all persons) ,will give an account of our words and deeds during our lives. At the Bema (judgement) seat, Christ will be our judge. At the White Throne judgement, those who refused to accept and live for Christ will be judged and cast into hell for eternity.

Some may protest. “I’ve never killed anyone or robbed a bank”. But I tell you, none can enter Christ’s door, neither by the Catholic sacraments of baptism, confession or the Eucharist. You cannot enter His door through your good works, charitable donations and the sign of the cross, nor attending Bible studies or even reading the Bible.  Our very words and actions bear witness to whether we bear good fruits or evil fruits. Life and death is in the power of our tongues and our words set the atmosphere of our lives   and even affects those near and distant! Rest assured, we will give an account, 2 Cor 5:10

Galatians 5:22 clearly lists the beautiful and gracious fruits of the spirit, love joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self‑control. And of cruse, Galatians 5:19 describes the bad as sexual immorality, impurity, debauchery, idolatry, witchcraft,, hared, discord, jealousy,, fits of range, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions, envy and drunkenness. And let us not forget Jesus commandment of forgiveness in the Our Father prayer. The sin of unforgiveness opens the demonic door to strongholds of resentment and bitterness which has destroyed many marriages and families. Be of good cheer, for the nitty‑gritty sins and strongholds of our souls and family bloodlines have already been cleansed when we appropriate Christ’s, blood to our lives and families. Christ is the all‑sufficient sacrifice for our lives, health and wellness.

Jesus Christ, Yashuah HaMashiach, is the only way the truth and the life. He is also the resurrections, the bread and the door. If curses, bad fortune and sorrow has been a part of your life, bring them to the cross and ask Christ into your life to cleanse and redeem you from your past and your families’ tainted bloodlines. That door to  supernatural healing and peace is available right now today, if you ask Him!

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