THE OUTPOURING


I woke up this morning, after a peaceful and quiet Thanksgiving day with my husband), preparing to start my usual day in worship and prayer.This Thanksgiving, I didn’t get distressed and depressed about not being able to enjoy the company of my precious mother and three younger sisters. Some day, soon, I’d forever my family’s company in  eternity. I briefly scanned my FB page to see if there were any emergency prayers and quickly jumped to check my gmail mailbox. My  husband sent me a newsletter from his pastor freind.

One in particular disturbed me and caused my stomach to turn violently. It was this type of email that caused me to lose my appetite and drop weight, despite eating the highest quality foods I could stand. Halfway into the startling video, I stopped to pray. “Holy Spirit, how can we pray against this deluge of evil?”

As I continued to watch the demonic scenes of violence, I became queasy and had to leave the room. One reported mentioned a seven year old girl who was brutally raped right in a playground just a few yards from her mother!  The suffering of the victims of the Sweden, Germany (and whole region of Europe) was staggering beyond my comprehension! The refugee-immigrant deluge was causing atrocious suffering beyond anything I’d heard of. I watched the video to the end and then went back to  YOUTUBE to get more information.                                                                            http://www.breitbart.com/london/2015/11/11/watch-anti-migrant-video-going-viral-across-europe/

Another journalist on Youtube, Martin shared his similiar report.

The next video was from INFO WARS, (Alex Jones ) As a journalist and advocate of human rights, I have a responsibility to inform. i never seek to frighten  but know that  exposing the truth will bring us to a place of surrendered reliance on the only one who can protect and strengthen us through these perilous times! We women and children will suffer the most from this Muslim onslaught. If we rebel against  their Sharia law, we will be ambushed, beaten and raped right on our streets. We must wake up to the fact and take action, through fasting and great effectual prayer. The threat is real and it IS coming right here to the United States unless the body of Christ wakes up and  takes the spiritual offense!

And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force. Mat 11:12

Our world is suffering great demonic violence and it is up to God’s people to violently push back,

In  the aforementioned video, a Muslim young man stated, ” I want to see every woman in this country covered from head to toe. I want to see every hand of the thief cut of. I want to see adulterers stoned to death. I want to see Shariah Law in Europe and I want to see America as well.”

America is in serious trouble because God’s people have allowed the atheists and God-haters to pull out prayer from our schools and  not opposed the abortionists from it’s  relentless bloodshed. God’s cup of wrath  is about overflowed and judgement is imminent. The only ones who’ll not incur the wrath be be His children who have borne the weight of of our corporate evil and apathy.  My heart is grieving for the impending civil war, ( which may be the bloodiest in world-wide history) war which will result in millions  dying in their sin and  separated from God and His  glorious eternal life. Brothers and sisters, our main urgency must be touching souls and leading them to Christ. Including the Muslims, terrorists and enemies of the Gospel. Jesus told us to pray for our enemies and them who persecute us. This can only be done by purifying our hearts and hands as we intercede on behalf of the lost, asking Holy spirit to come as precious cloud of salvation and healing!

My dear spiritual father and mentor, Augusto Perez, The Appearance Ministries  reported on his blogtalk radio station, that we must not take the bait. What bait? The bait by “testosterone-driven and enraged” sheriffs, law enforcement and lone-vigilantes to violently rebel and take up arms in defense of their constitutional rights and patriotism. Most patriots, Texans and NRA members who won’t surrender to  Sharia Law and would fight at any cost including their lives. I pray that we can avert such a catastrophic tsunami of bloodshed through our deepest repentance and cries for God’s mercy in America.

We need to beseech Holy Spirit’s divine counsel and guidance on how to address the shariah threat in America.  counsel to address the  Shariah threat when it does comes to America.  Untold millions will be  die as a result of the  revolution against our constitutional rights. I urge all of God’s people, to start praying, fasting and seeking the Lord as never before. We are facing a hurricane of unprecedented magnitude. I also pray that my FB  Christian brethren wake up to the reality of serious threats which face us today, (not to mention other devastating health and climate threats from GMO and cloning). These are for another post.

God’s people are the only thing holding back this tsunami of evil  (ISIS),  but since this monster is gaining strength daily by thousands of new recruits, we need more prayer warriors to commit to prayer for souls and Father’s heavenly intervention.  We cannot reverse God’s decree of Judgement, but we can lessen the totality and severity.

I would also like to see other pastors, nationally arising and addressing the refugee issue and getting their flocks armed and prepared in great fasting and prayer for the outpouring of the Holy Spirit, in America and  globally. I’m so thankful for Pastor Augusto,: The Appearance Ministries, Pastor Elias Fargas, Kingdom Epic center, Ray Thoman: Hia Ministries, Daniel Holdings, Larry Taylor,  Steve Quayle, Tom Horn  and many other watchmen who are blowing the  trumpet and warning us. We need to uphold our watchmen in great prayer for their protection and for exposing the enemies plans for the greatest genocidal-revolution, (Christians and Jews, as well as anyone who opposes Shariah ideology-invasion). that ever was.

http://www.breitbart.com/london/2015/11/11/watch-anti-migrant-video-going-viral-across-europe/

Prayer: Father God, Creator of the Universe and our mighty,  high tower and shield, we ask You to deploy your myriad angels to war against the hosts of hell.  As we pray, guide us with Your divine counsel and revelation so we may push back and overcome the onslaught of the enemy,. His plans are to ambush and  lasso millions more  souls into eternal damnation. please let not this outpouring of evil continue to mushroom, in huge swaths of territories abroad, in Europe, the middle East, Africa and North America. Let there be an outpouring of the Holy Spirit that has never been seen. Come Holy Spirit,  let your truth, revelation and salvation  fall like a fresh rain over the seething masses. Right now, Abba Father, release your divine angels to assist your people who are called by your name, for victory and so that  souls can be sealed for an eternal destiny with You! Thank you Jesus, Captain of the Host, for raising  your people in victory. We seal this prayer in  the matchless name of Jesus, amen.

 

SERIOUSLY In LOVE


God is about to pour His wrath on America and the nations. I continue to pray and cry out daily for God’s mercy.Another major earthquake just killed thousands of people. Imagine untold numbers of precious souls falling swiftly into the gaping mouth of Hell. If only the people would remember the covenant God made with Abraham and centuries later Moses.

Yesterday, I asked God why His judgement was going to be so cataclysmic and horrific. My relationship with my Father is lavish with love, provision, strength, joy and peace. It’s hard to imagine that such a loving Father could destroy His own creation by fire. My continued seeking led me to the beginning of His timetable with us.

God started out creating light and day, land, the creatures teaming in the sea, the herb of the earth and finally creating Adam and Eve. After each creation, He would say, “it is good”! That sounds to me like creating and designing he universe, the creatures and man & woman in His own image was delightfully invigorating. Never before has the book of Genesis been so intimate. God created man and woman for fellowship. Though He loved His creation, the rocks, mountains, plants and animals could not provide Him with the “connection” He sought. I though about this a minute and was deeply moved. An unfathomable and all-encompassing spirit wanted to emotionally connect with His creation!

Once I got past that illuminating fact, God reminded me of how the very heavens declared His glory. How could any person gaze at the Milky Way and the stars and not acknowledge that something or someone far greater than Himself was watching? I became very sad. Billions of God’s creation teem this planet, but how many actually stop to thank Him for the beauty? I was also deeply humbled realizing how worthy He is of our glory and thanks. Why was I blessed to have a personal relationship with Him and so many are completely unaware of His majesty and so many were not. I continued to ponder this great mystery.

God had a plan for Adam and Eve. He planned to make a great nation through their offspring, Abraham. Later, God was even more precisely devising an amazing plan…a journey into His very heart after seeing yet many more generations who had no interest in connecting with their Creator/father. He chose a shy man with a speech impediment named Moses. This was definitely God giving us yet another chance, the benefit of the doubt, to make it as “doable” as possible to connect with Him. God asked Moses to present His people with the ten Commandments.

The first commandment presented stated that He was the Lord our God and we are to acknowledge His deity, per-eminence and fatherhood over us. We are to love Him with all our body, mind and strength. Love is the greatest and highest commandment and can be laborious duty and responsibility. nevertheless, we are to take it seriously. If we love God in such a serious fashion, we will automatically love our neighbor as ourselves!

We are commanded to love even the unlovable, the wayward and the cruel. While Jesus was abused, He said, “Father forgive them for they know not what they do.” Imagine being so buffeted and marred beyond even looking like a human! Jesus knew they were not regenerated or knew the truth. We often misunderstand those around us when they do not fulfill our secret expectations? We become bitter, we back-bite, we spread slander and we accuse, rather than pray for understanding. we’d rather hold on to forgiveness and then become angry and bitter. Jesus reminds us to forgive our brother seventy times seventy, with an open heart. Often, when people are mean or attack it’s because they may be stuck in the bad habit of lashing out at the first person, rather than addressing the issue as it comes.

One of the reasons there is such strife and chaos in the world is lack of love displayed by God’s people. Some are perpetually on a witch hunt, looking actively for any reason to condemn, criticize and scrutinize within the parameters of their perception. The Bible tells us to be quite the opposite, to be forgiving and tender-heated. Do we listen to each other with open hearts? Or are we so busy planning the next comeback that we can’t be bothered to hear compassionately what our brother or sister has to say?

God is love. He created the world, the cosmos and humanity in love and in order. He sent his own son to the earth as a helpless infant for the purpose of reconciling us to Himself, but because of the world rejecting His love and sacrifice, His son will come back to earth as a judging high priest on a white stallion. God’s cup has overflowed. He is fed up and angry. He is most angry at His people who have strayed from the basic commandments of His father’s heart. He grieves at the disrespect towards life. He cries that His creation takes thoughtless pleasure in butchering h unborn children. He cannot condone genocide, particularly towards His people, the Jews.

God was seriously in love when he created the earth, moon, stars and universe. He delighted in what would become of Adam and Eves offspring throughout the generations under His care and providence. God has fallen out of love with His creation, just as he did when He had to destroy all of mankind except Noah and his family.

Upon hearing all the terrifying prophecies of last year and before, I’m amazed that Father’s sledge-hammer hasn’t crushed all the earth. His special people, the remnant Bride, who love and honor Him petition everyday and night for His mercy to prevail and that we can still share His “Good News” …to those who will listen. There is too much work to be done to be distracted and carnal, scrutinizing, condemning and accusing each other of imagined sin. We must come together for His Kingdom’s purpose, in unity of Love.

The commandments are our marching orders respectively. When we seriously love God with all our hearts,minds and souls, we will automatically love others! Jesus last commission before He went to be with the Father was make disciples of all men. preach the Gospel to the ends of the earth. Jesus loved people and He wept to see people in bondage and suffering. His mission was for all to come into repentance to taste of His goodness and be transformed.

When judgment hits us, pastors, prophets and leaders will ask, “How have we robbed God, or how we been disobedient?”

We have not followed the commandments. we have not loved our neighbor as ourselves. The greatest disobedience is not putting God first over everything in our lives, along with not making soul-sinning a priority. Thus, we do not seriously love God or our neighbor! People mistaking frenzied church activity as God-service, but it is not.

Two scriptures stand out in my heart as being obedient..very simple

James 1:27
Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.

Micah 6:8
8 He has shown you, O man, what is good; And what does the Lord require of you, But to do justly, To love mercy,And to walk humbly with your God?

As God’s judgement swiftly approaches, millions of lives will be lost in the great coming earthquakes, plagues, civil war, drought and floods. I wonder how any Child of God is not urgent and wanting to let the people know that He is their refuge and provision when the government won’t be able to fulfill the need for food, clothing & shelter. Masses will be hungry, wounded and fearful when they see things they though could only be seen in the worse science fiction movie.

Now is the time to reach out to those in the nursing homes, prisons, street corners, even those in your own neighborhood. Make yourself useful and be about Father’s business. Go out and evangelize with whatever means you have. Some are waiting for God to give them a sign or for His audible voice Just do it. You don’t need “marching orders”from God or permission. Just go out. Too many people are legalistic, afraid of making a mistake. Sharing the Gospel with anyone is never a mistake. It’s everyone’s duty to participate in the great “commission”. When the concern for eternal destinies become so urgent where we are compelled to heal, comfort and deliver, God is pleased. Don’t let anyone condemn you for being a “soul winner” and be excited to give a testimony of what God did!

Father God has indeed allowed us a little window of time and is holding back the judgment for us to touch a few more souls. Pastors, please teach your flock that we are God’s temple. We are His hands and heart. Let’s get back to basics, to love what God loves, to hate what God hates and to weep at what God weeps at. I pray that today, Holy Spirit will well inside of you and you would take the initiative to “Love” in these last days.

Let’s take a refresher course in LOVE 101!, 1 Corinthians 13

If I speak in the tongues[a] of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast,[b] but do not have love, I gain nothing.

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
Time is short..

Love seriously…Just do it!

CITY on a HILL


America’s clock ticks 11:59. The sand in the hourglass is just about poured out and God waits with His rod of judgement.

Crying and bowing to worship and seek God’s mercy on America, I keep wondering how God’s people could have allowed this once glorious nation to sink to such depravity. How often did Israel and Judah fall into captivity and God send judges to guide her into repentance and restoration. Ezekiel blasted the evil shepherds for not protecting the sheep and for allowing the wolves and predators to devour those entrusted to him. Ezek 34, Zech 11:17 and Jer 23:1.

God is very displeased with the shepherds. No one else could be responsible for the apathetic and powerless state of the church except pastors, priests and rabbi’s of our nation! Now we are at the precipice of utter annihilation. I weep bitterly for what is to come, but something in me still kindles…an urgency to persistently petition our merciful God for more time to preach His restoring word and bring forth the harvest of lost souls,. He is still the God of the eleventh hour and with Him all things are possible.

I’ve been blessed to unite in powerful, intercessory prayer with several devoted ans spirit-filled women who share a passion for a restored America. Though we are just about at twelve, we still have that sacred minute to seek a sledgehammer of righteousness that would suddenly overtake the sleeping church!

Our enemy has already infiltrated almost every area of our government.Conquest, anarchy and violence is their means to overtake America, but Godly, spirit-filled women will rise up in God’s power. Our weapons will not be guns, ammunition and bloodshed, but our invincible ammunition will be the power and Love of God almighty!

Love conquers all and we must first come to the realization that God did not ordain violence and genocide as a means to conquer.

Several great leaders of God accomplished restoration and victory for their people. Nehemiah, Esther and King Jehoshaphat stood boldly to follow the vision God placed in their hearts
Right now, there are women of faith scattered abroad America and God is calling us together in prayer, weeping and fasting…that God would give us just one more opportunity to powerfully influence arenas of finance, the economy, science, medicine and faith! Daniel and his friends were given divine wisdom in all areas of life and I await God’s anointing of leaders who will greatly transform our culture in these last days. It is time to remember our brothers and sisters of Biblical times who arose in prominence for such a time as this! God has not changed. he is the same, yesterday and tomorrow. His plans are still, to prosper us, not to harm us. let us no longer allow our nemesis to mow us over without any resistance!! It is time for us to shift our gaze from the body count, the devastation, the famine and the lack…to Him who is able to supply our every need…even the need for divine wisdom, invention and cunning. .Oh, the glories our heavenly father has for us. It is time for His bride, the church, to take seriously the duty and obligation of powerful intercession.

Our parents and grandparents allowed themselves to be consumed by raising their families and bringing home a paycheck. They’ve neglected their civic responsibilities of voting and making their voices heard. They allowed prayer to be taken out of schools and public places and later allowed Roe against Wade to prevail as law of the land. Look what has happened to America because of the atheists hatred of God? Sadly, the church has not learned her lesson. Abominations are being instituted across our land without any resistance at all!! God help us.

God’s people must wake up. It is almost too late. We must stop ignoring the insidious conquests of satan to completely corrupt and defile America. She is ripe for judgement. I implore you people of God to do your research. To investigate what laws are being revamp. We must not fear being involved in the political process. Our military paid a great price with their lives for our freedom. We must honor them and realize that liberty was not free. Our liberty is about to be taken from us right before our eyes. It is time for God’s people to be a people of repentance and seeking His face with all our hearts…TODAY!

Let us be that CITY on a Hill that Jesus called us to be. Now is the time to realize your luminescence! Arise and shine, my people.

LIFT UP HOLY HANDS


Letter to the End Time Bride of Christ.
LIFT UP HOLY HANDS

Greetings BELOVED, in the name of the Jehovah and Yeshua Hamshia!

I pray you are seeking His presence more and more each day. Because of the late hour, I write this most urgent letter to you. Husband Mark and I’ve been closely watching the spiritual, social and political landscape, especially what is occurring in Israel and the middle east. We are at the precipice of decision and Abba God compels us to draw closer. He calls some of us to mobilize his saints for the great spiritual battle ahead. We are less than three weeks to the election and the saints pray and intercede with trepidation.

I’ve had many sleepless nights weeping and praying on behalf of our America, my brethren, (The Bride/The Elect) and unsaved loved ones. Jesus seeks a bride without spot or wrinkle and carrying lamps filled with oil, (the Holy Ghost). Let us not be casual about our love walks. Let us not be empty handed and wearing wrinkled or stained garments for we shall not sit with him at the banquet table.

St. Paul tells us to lift up Holy hands, without wrath or doubting. God is looking for a people who hungry for Him and who want more than anything to please Him. I keep hearing “Come out from among them…and be ye separate” The closer I get to my Abba father, the less drawn I am to things even from things I loved from a year ago. I’m becoming more sensitive to profanity and nudity on TV, thus narrowing programs I feel comfortable watching. Music I loved and listened to last year, I have little interest in. I Pray my hands and heart are pure before Him as I lift up my hands. Are you lifting up holy hands?

Many of God’s people perish for lack of Knowledge. Secularism, (worldliness), pornography and profanity has infiltrated our senses so much that the line between holy and profane has been blurred. The way to get back to the basics of holiness is to get beck to Gods word as during the times of Jehoshaphat, Ezra and Nehemiah’s reforms. The law was presented before the people and they were transformed. This is what the churches and pastors of America need today. Many Pastors of many churches have neglected to feed their sheep the bread of life, the pure Word of God. Many accept Jesus as their Savior, but they lack knowledge of what their Lord asks them to do. Jesus said, if you love me you will keep my commandments. Are you keeping God’s commandments?

Going back to the Pentateuch and studying God’s commands will lead us back to the Holy of Holies. God has called us to be His chosen generation, royal priesthood, peculiar, (special treasure) and Holy nation. How can he walk with us and bless us if we embrace the things, habits and lifestyles of the heathen and profane? Often, we are not guilty of doing wrong, but for not doing right…when we should? Everyday, God’s people ask, what is my calling? Do what’s before you. be faithful in the small things. Make it a habit to do random acts of kindness at every and at any opportunity. There are countless things we can do each day to live a life of holiness, godliness and love.

Here is a checklist of things and areas that you may want to pray about with the Holy Ghost.

Duet 8:9 Abominations to the Lord

!. Sending children into the fire, sacrificing, killing. (abortion, child porn, child abuse/neglect).
2.Practicing any form of the occult; who practices divination or sorcery, interprets omens, engages in witchcraft, casts spells, or who is a medium or spiritist or who consults the dead. New Age & higher forms of consciousness also apply as well as Ouija boards, Wicca/witchcraft, going to psychics and tarot cards. all these open up doors to the kingdom of darkness.

God’s people also should not go to movies, watch TV programs or read books about the occult, (such as Harry Potter) and Christian parents should not allow their children to dabble with these types of movies. Parents should also not allow their teens wear clothing or articles with demonic or death metal styles and pentagrams.

God also talks about the seven deadly sins he hates.

!. Are your eyes haughty?
2. Do you habitually lie?
3. Do you shed innocent blood?
4. Does your heart devise evil schemes.
5. Are your feet quick to run into evil
6. Are you a false witness? (do you gossip and spread lies)
7. And do you stir up conflict in the community. (Do you enjoy stirring up trouble in your home, church or community)
Disobedience

Are you Disobedient? Disobedience can seem nebulous and vague, but God has given us a conscience and if red flags go up, that’s something to investigate.

1. !Has God called you to spend more time in His presence?
2. has he called you to read and study his word more?
3. Are you spending way more time doing secular activities than praying, interceding and devotional time?

a. Computer games
b shopping sprees.
c. sports and other activities

Tithes tithes and Offerings.

Many of God’s people groan and complain about wanting a financial blessing, but they think nothing of throwing in a couple of dollars in the offering plate!The law of sowing reaping applies here. If you sow sparingly, you will reap the same.

Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this,” says the LORD Almighty, “and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that you will not have room enough for it. Mal 3:10

VOTING is also a perquisite to being blessed. If we vote for a candidate based on flesh, the color of his skin or more entitlement programs, we err. God gives us specific directions about administering justice.

Duet 16 18-20
18 “You shall appoint for yourself judges and officers in all your [a]towns which the Lord your God is giving you, according to your tribes, and they shall judge the people with righteous judgment. 19 You shall not distort justice; you shall not [b]be partial, and you shall not take a bribe, for a bribe blinds the eyes of the wise and perverts the words of the righteous. 20 Justice, and only justice, you shall pursue, that you may live and possess the land which the Lord your God is giving you.

Exodus 23 6-9

6 “Do not deny justice to your poor people in their lawsuits. 7 Have nothing to do with a false charge and do not put an innocent or honest person to death, for I will not acquit the guilty.

8 “Do not accept a bribe, for a bribe blinds those who see and twists the words of the innocent.

9 “Do not oppress a foreigner; you yourselves know how it feels to be foreigners, because you were foreigners in Egypt.

Yahweh invites us into the Holy of Holies through His son, Yeshua, but we had better be sure we are lifting up holy hands.

“I want men everywhere to lift up holy hands in prayer, without anger or disputing.” 1 Tim 2:8

God is calling His people in these end times to be an excellent people and His special treasure. We must stop living sloppy, careless lives. WE should always be accountable and scrutinize our lives before The Holy Spirit. No masterpiece was ever finished quickly. You are God’s masterpiece, His exquisite work of art. Wouldn’t you love to let Him show Himself through your life? It’s can be very hard and painful at times, but if you allow Him shape you on His potter’s wheel and you are patient, you will soon see the miracle He makes of your life!

WHAT FREEDOM MEANS to ME


WHAT FREEDOM MEANS TO ME

This April 2012, I’ve celebrated thirty years of serving Jesus Christ. Looking back, I marvel at my miraculous journey through the minefield my life, beset with life-threatening illness, poverty, loneliness and near death. Freedom is the word to describe my life in Him!

I want to talk to you about freedom. I’m the product of a dark-skinned Puerto-Rican father and an immigrant German mother. My father sought to escape the tyranny of prejudice. Enlisted in the army and stationed in Germany, he met his future bride who he brought with him back to the US mainland . He settled in Long Branch, NJ with plans of raising his four daughters to be educated and successful. America was where anyone’s dream could be realized.

I keep in my heart Papito’s decision to raise us here in America and his influence on my life. He taught me that I could aspire to anything I wanted to and to utilize my American freedom.as an entrepreneur, tradesman or productive citizen. That was what America was about. Most of all being an American citizen has enabled me to be a passionate mouthpiece for the Good News of Jesus Christ, who is the one and only emancipator. Freedom is a gift from God to every human being.

I was born to be God’s handiwork, His masterpiece. Before I was even thought of, He had magnificent plans for me, as He does all His creation. Satan determined that I not be born and even in my mother’s womb, I was baptized with my mother’s tumultuous, bi-polar demeanor. But God ordained me to be born. Satan tried to kill me by taking my breath away countless times while in my father’s arms.

Papito knew I was special, his firstborn. Though born in Germany, I was a United States citizen. In our new country, Papito had a tremendously hard time coping with prejudice and with my mother’s post traumatic stress syndrome. She was haunted by memories of the bombs dropping on her hometown in Germany as a tiny girl. The Nazi/Aryan influences followed her to America. My little sisters, my father and I endured the brunt of her rage and I marvel that he was able to endure such a miserable marriage. He managed as best as he could, teaching me the values of hard work, wisdom and self-sufficiency. Most of all, he taught me all about how God was the source, the essence and everything he was!

During high school, my parents divorced and I ended up on my own. Though Papito had given me a solid foundation of faith/love for God and resourcefulness, I was not at all prepared to face the world. I was fearful, fragile and vulnerable as well as had a shame complex from being a bi-cultural child.

But God had a purpose for me to be born to the parents I had and also for the mistakes I made along the way to emancipation! He threw His life rope, Jesus Christ, in 1983 and my gait was steadied> Test after test faced me. Eventually, I enrolled in college, excelling and soaring in my confidence.

Satan disguises himself as an angel of light and got a foothold in my life through a relationship with a handsome, introspective guy I met at college. I fell for his french love poems and roses and deemed him to be my prince charming. When he accepted the Lord Jesus at a Christian concert, I thought God brought me my partner and soul mate. I agreed to court him and thus began my hellish year and a half of his Jekyll and Hyde demeanor. He threatened to murder me if I didn’t marry him. That time was one of the most daunting trials of my entire life, but God was allowing me to taste what it was like to be enslaved, miserable and alone. As recall, I’d lost all will to live, dwindled down to a skeleton and gave up any hope of ever being happy or free again. It was a grievous test, but God delivered me. Satan sought to enslave me, but Jesus set me free!

What a testimony, my emancipation from childhood abuse/bullying and domestic violence. Are you suffering enslavement? Ask Jesus to set you free!

That was in 1986, I faced many more difficult trials including attacks on my body: near death from a pneumonia, carbon monoxide poisoning, (from a broken heater in my apartment) and chronic Lyme Disease. Yet another malady the past five and a half years, a neurological disorder, Dystonia, has been a great challenge. Some would call this a string of bad luck episodes but what Jesus has done with my life can be nothing shirt of a miracle. Out of all this suffering, I have gained a gift of compassion and desire to mentor.

My gift of compassion and faith-healing happened during a most sublime experience. I ministered to two severely injured men involved in a high-speed head on collision on one of the rural highways near our development. I also have been called to pray at bedside of comatose people about to expire and was asked by the head chaplain to preach my first sermon at a maximum security prison! only could Jesus Christ initiate and transform such amazing episodes.

A favorite new activity, performing with my guitar on Jersey shore board walks and the talking to people from all walks of life has been a joy. Oh, to live in this great country, to share the Gospel without fear of being attacked, raped or arrested. Here n America is where the free bloom like roses! there is still hope for we evangelists to take go’s emancipation to all the streets.This past summer, a friend invited me to join him at the Seaside Heights boardwalk to share the Gospel. We met a group of young ministers who told us that we should enjoy ourselves because the judge told the police officers not to bother the evangelists or they would have to deal with him!

I can only more deeply relish my God-given gift of freedom, but I’ve lately received some disturbing wake-up calls to threat of my deeply cherished commodity. A recent post on a friend’s Facebook page caught my attention. Bridget Gabrielle, anti-terrorist activist gave a compelling speech at a Dallas church last year. I learned that our democracy and Constitution are threatened by militant Muslim terrorists and their agenda is to dominate the world with Islam and Sharia law. She reminded us that we cannot plead ignorance or that terrorism only happens “over there”. Sharia law poses a great threat especially to American women. Gabrielle says:

“We can educate til the cows come home.“Nothing’s gonna change. Education is important, but it not sufficient. Education must be coupled with action. We have something that most countries do not have, our constitution and our Bill of Rights that give us the power to change the world. Don’t just love America, act for America”

Gabriel’s words at the closing of her powerful message were in deep appreciation of the sacrifice of our military.

“Thank you from the bottom of my heart, where an immigrant
like me can escape tyranny and come here and live in this great nation. Where people from all over the world can be free. Thank you for building a nation for me where I can come and be all that I can be, where I can accomplish anything I can accomplish. Thank you from the bottom of my heart, where I can stand up and speak freely without fearing for my life, where I can exercise my freedom
of speech, freedom of the press and freedom of religion. And every other freedom I have. I know my freedom and the freedom of everyone sitting here is built upon your shoulders and your sacrifice.”

Now, this amazing woman is a cherished role models for she echoes my own feelings for my beloved country, America. When European immigrants emigrated from their homelands to come to America through Ellis Island, They sought freedom and the pursuit of happiness, progress and to worship without fear.

My own dear Puerto-Rican father also struggled to make a better life and worked hard to give back to his country. I deeply respect the children of immigrants like senator Marco Rubio who have shared similar stories of watching their parents struggle to attain progress, but with complete freedom in this this wonderful country, America..

We have the freedom to take under our wings the battered, broken and misplaced and teach them about honor, hard work, progress and the pursuit of health and happiness. If we lose America to Islam, we will also lose the great creativity, insight and wisdom of Christian, conservative and human-right activists who seek to guarantee freedom and liberty to all. We will also lose the freedom to provide financial and spiritual resources to countless third-world nations who would not be able to survive without our help. We have been blessed, but we can lose all that our forefathers and our military have envisioned and fought for!

http://www.nytimes.com/2011/03/08/us/08gabriel.html?pagewanted=all&_r=0

I’m shocked at the ignorance of Many of my fellow Americans who have no idea, nor do they care about what is happening to our nation today. Many do not even bother to vote, (and that included evangelical Christians! Tyranny lies await at our border and it’s time for us all to question and investigate what our government is doing.

I believe the ignorance pervading so many may be because of coddled, comfortable childhoods. Perhaps many of you have had loving parents and you never had to struggle. Maybe you’ve never tasted the horror of your town or village being attacked by machete-yielding assassins or got shot as you sneaked out of your bomb shelter to find water I suggest everyone spend an evening watching “Attack on Darfur’, “Hotel Rwanda” or ‘Shindler’s List” Anyone of these will give you a glimpse of the suffering of people under a tyrannic takeover. Yes, it could happen in America.. Islam has .

God had a plan for Brigette Gabrielle, He has a plan for me and he has a plan for you…not to harm you, but to give you a purpose. Does Islam’s god have a loving plan for you? Does Islam have a loving redeemer who sacrificed is own life and left Heaven’s glory and rose from the grave to all enslaved by sin, misery, famine, poverty and death. Jesus Christ, Yeshua HaMashiach is the only one true light and redeemer of mankind.

Don’t be deceive my friend, but leaders and religions who proclaim free health benefits, a bungalow and free education. Look at Russia who are enslaved by socialism. They are amongst the most unhappiest people in the world. Yes, the government gave them all they wanted, their entitlement, but at what price? The Piper will always demand a price.

. “The thief cometh not, but that he may steal, and kill, and destroy: I came that they may have life, and may have [it] abundantly. John 10:10

The anarchy, chaos and genocide are fruits of an evil god and it is time we differentiate between what is evil and what is good.

Jesus came to bring all men abundant life! No other god or religion can promise that.

That’s why I love America…because Jesus lives freely here!

LIBERTY and POLITICS


As my husband and I were getting ready to wind down and retire after a long day, he remarked that his stance of Christians’ civic and voting responsibility was causing a stir with certain of his co-workers. Ones responses was,

“Christians should just follow Jesus example. He never told us to be involved in politics.”

Sound familiar? Mark and I both share the same ideologies and deeply revere the foundations that our godly forefathers incepted. The past year, I’ve been feeling the the weight of the disgraces permeating our once glorious nation and that weight has drawn me to the daily discipline of interceding in prayer on behalf of my beloved country. I asked God to show me how He felt about politics, voting and our responsibility as his peculiar, chosen and special people. After many restless nights praying about this, he finally compelled me to dig deeply into His word.

My Bible opened to Deuteronomy 16:18-20

18 “You shall appoint for yourself judges and officers in all your [a]towns which the Lord your God is giving you, according to your tribes, and they shall judge the people with righteous judgment. 19 You shall not distort justice; you shall not [b]be partial, and you shall not take a bribe, for a bribe blinds the eyes of the wise and perverts the words of the righteous. 20 Justice, and only justice, you shall pursue, that you may live and possess the land which the Lord your God is giving you.

Exodus 23:6-9 (NIV)

6 “Do not deny justice to your poor people in their lawsuits. 7 Have nothing to do with a false charge and do not put an innocent or honest person to death, for I will not acquit the guilty.

8 “Do not accept a bribe, for a bribe blinds those who see and twists the words of the innocent.

9 “Do not oppress a foreigner; you yourselves know how it feels to be foreigners, because you were foreigners in Egypt.

These two sections declare that we are to elect and be involved in all the complex and pressing issues that assail our families, communities and nation! Many Christians use the excuse of “separation of church and state” when there is no such term forbidding us to be a part of the election process of officials. We had better get our information together before we make excuses. If we continue to allow atheists and liberals to edit and re-write or Constitution, we will end up enslaved like the Israelites of the old testament.

Presently, a great debate rages regarding Mitt Romney’s Mormon beliefs. This could divide evangelicals and could bring about the re-election of president Obama.

I’d like to talk a little about the law of religion and the law of grace. The Bible is always our guide whenever we are faced with very difficult decisions, so the following discourse about Jesus should be a guideline on how to vote this November election.

The Pharisees loved to try to trap Jesus in a debate regrading any action that seemed unceremonious or outside the parameters of the law. In a certain occasion:

Matthew 5:17-25

17 “Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them. 18 For truly, I say to you, until heaven and earth pass away, not an iota, not a dot, will pass from the Law until all is accomplished. 19 Therefore whoever relaxes one of the least of these commandments and teaches others to do the same will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever does them and teaches them will be called great in the kingdom of heaven. 20 For I tell you, unless your righteousness exceeds that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.

Jesus was able to straddle beautifully the boundaries of old testament law with the present cultural and legals issues of His day.

If we are presented with a tragedy and victims are suffering, do we rescue them if it happens on the Sabbath, or do we turn away like the priest and the Levite during their travels when faced with a half-dead robbery victim?. If we are faced with two candidates, both who we deem unsuitable to represent and preside over our nation, which do we vote for? Hopefully, he should abide by the most important commandments and things that are dear to God’s heart. We know God said not to kill. Does the presidential candidate support abortion and the man and woman as a married couple? Last but not least does He bless Israel?

Since the dawn of Adam and Eve have we looked for loopholes to avoid the responsibilities God has assigned us. But God will hold us accountable to every minute thought, action and deed. If we choose not to vote, we have still made a decision to stand for nothing.

“For truly, I say to you, until heaven and earth pass
away, not an iota, not a dot, will pass from the Law until
all is accomplished.Jesus said in Mat 5:18

I pray Pastors will be like Ezra and Nehemiah, bringing out the law to remind the people of God’s promises and covenant. Jehoshaphat also gathered the assembly and revival was renewed under his kingship. When the law is revived and taught and pastors teach their flock how to balance the law with grace, we will enjoy the blessings of Yahweh. Whenever the Israelites were enslaved and abused by the heathen who dominated them and they cried out to God for deliverance, God sent them a king after his own heart. If Gods’ people, the church continue to allow liberals and atheists to edit our Constitution and Bill of Rights and remove God’s name from our public buildings, God will remove His hedge of protection. We should not be surprised at terrorist attacks when we ask God to remove himself from our democracy!

Last night, I was reminded of America’s fallen legacy as I watched documentaries of the destruction of the World Trade Centers on History Channel. What a tragedy and what a harsh lesson we Americans should have learned. This was a harbinger of what happens to a society that disobeys and rebels against God. Let us come to our senses and know that God’s commandments are for our protection and blessing. Without them, there would be anarchy, chaos, murder and slavery.

People, wake up! Let wisdom and humility towards God rule your lives and the decisions you make for the upcoming elections. Pastors, Rabbis and priests, be bold and uncompromising as you share God’s heart and assist your flock to choose the leaders closest to God’s ideal…and God help America as she struggles to get back on track.

PASTOR’s Prayer


It’s been a tough year with all the negative reports from TV pastor prophets who keep reminding us, “Get Ready.”

God’s cup is about overflowing. Some ask, “get ready for what?”
Many are excited about the Mitt Romney/Paul Ryan campaign. Some believe that a new president will bring about the change they are seeking for our nation. I know something BIG and serious is soon to happen. I’ve not slept well and waking up in the wee hours of the night, I find myself praying…and praying hard!

Often, I ask God, “How did it get so bad?” My Facebook friends with prophetic leanings continually post urgent reports from pastors/prophets. Judgement is coming. Stay alert. Have your lamps filled with oil. God is about to explode with great glory to his Bride. Am I missing something here?

God finally answered my question about why and how this nation got so bad. I went to the book of Kings in the Bible.

The prophet Elijah confronted King Ahab…uninvited! 1 Kings 18. John the Baptist confronted King Herod about marrying his brother’s wife Herodias, Mark 6 17-29 When was the last time any big TV, (or otherwise) pastor confronted any of our presidents, governors or senators with,”Thus sayeth the Lord.”

When Israel strayed through idolatry and great sin, King Jehoshapat, King Ahaziah, Ezra and Nehemiah brought out the law for the people to remind them of God’s commandments and covenant. regarding America’s downfall and diminishing honor, our pastors have not been bold in standing for God’s law and truth. The line between right and wrong, good and evil have become so blurred few are sure of what truly is right.

The Lord reveals Himself to those who diligently seek Him and who love His law. I love righteousness, justice and mercy. Blessed are the meek for they shall inherit the world. He is near to the brokenhearted. I am broken-hearted when I see God’s people follow the ways of the secular and worldly-minded.

I weep when God’s people do nothing about the murder of the unborn, the sex-trafficking, pornography and snuff films. Pastors are afraid to preach, “Thus sayeth the Lord” to their congregations and about how God forbade his people to commit abominations. God promises that through His son every stronghold is broken.

Many of God’s people are supporting the entitlement mindset, (welfare). Generations of families expect the government to provide their every need, but Gods word says if a man does not work, he shall not eat. If a man does not support his household, he is worse than an infidel!

Senator Marco Rubio recently talked about how the immigrants arrived at Ellis Island all with the hopes of having freedom and a better life in America. America was the refuge for people living under tyranny and for their families to live under liberty.

It is time for pastors to get back to basics…to teach their flock God’s law in the Bible. It is time for pastors to teach about civic responsibility and to vote for candidates who hold dear God’s commandments. It is time for Pastor to not be afraid to lose their 501-C-3 status and preach the word of God with boldness and courage like Elijah and John the Baptist. It is time for Pastors to stop preaching only “feel Good” sermons.

Thank God for Pastor Ray Thoman, HIA RADIO, who God called to be a watchman on the wall and to get our focus back on Holiness and repentance. Unless we, God’s people, the Church arise up and be the CITy on a Hill Jesus told us to be, we will be swept away.

Diabolical plans are unfolding. Now we must FAST pray and repent.

Abba, we uphold our pastor to you, that they would be fearless, bold and faithful to your word. May they preach the FUll Gospel. May they also URGE their flock to vote for godly candidates. May they remind us that FREEDOM is a God-given gift. May they also remind us of our Constitution and Bill of Rights for We the People. May God be merciful to His people here in America in the great and terrible Day of the Lord. Judgement is coming soon and though we walk in the valley of the shadow of death, we will fear no evil. In Jesus name we pray,Amen.

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